Strange or sexy?

[louisa_is_dead]

I had an asian man who would have me every Tuesday. He wanted me to wear a white cotton bra and panties. He would have me wrap a hotel towel around my torso with my bra & panties on and sit at the counter and pretend to be writing something important. He would masturbate behind my back and just as he was about to come he would tap me on the

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[anonymous]

:laughing:

I'll never understand the sensation skat-o-philes and urine-lovers get. I'll always want the tender touch of lips on skin, instead of the distance of a voyeur fantasy.

I'm only one spoke in a wheel.

It's interesting, though, to hear someone as intelligent as you, give an account, a positive account, of these things... and I know it's because of the people involved. The men were intelligent and giving, and you responded to their joy, and learned to appreciate what you gave to them, no matter how bizarre it seemed at first.

This is how we all learn, I'm convinced.

At least, on the good days. 0:)

umm, yes, of course I want more. I want more than I can have. Isn't that a song? "You want it all, but you can't have it."

God, I can talk forever and not say a damn thing.

The last time I had an escort, I just asked to be held.

An hour goes too fast.

Give me the raunchy, but first, give me the sweet, sweet. If you would. Remember that which warmed your heart and don't stop until you can't remember another beautiful

[louisa_is_dead]

I can see you there, with her,
can we just hold eachother?

I hope she held you tightly, gave you what you needed.
You shouldn't have to pay for that. You are too...
You just shouldn't is all.

Each moment goes too fast if you ask me.
slip slip slip

You remind me of this time. Yes, I have a time that is too sweet, sweet. I have thought of him, wondered. I'm sure he has thought of me too.
It will take more time than I have now to write the account but I will do soon.
I won't say that time in my life was filled with beauty, it wasn't.
It was a chapter, one I gladly closed. But there are things, things I learned, things I even loved, people I miss.

[anonymous]

1) Patience is something I've been made to learn. It sounds interesting. Strike true the keys when you're in that moment.

2) Thanks for the kind words. They hit home, hon.

3) I'm just waiting for Eros to release two arrows in succession. I want that perfect love that BOTH lovers can't live without. Anything less... I just can't stand to lie to myself anymore.

rawrrrrrrrrr!

[louisa_is_dead]

I'm just waiting for Eros to release two arrows in succession. I want that perfect love that BOTH lovers can't live without. Anything less... I just can't stand to lie to myself anymore

and you shouldn't

[twirlingtulip]

ill take all your stories...any time you want to tell them...
but being patient is a hard feat.

[louisa_is_dead]

Yes yes my dearest, I know what a hard time you have.
Be a good girl and you will be rewarded.

[master_jareth]

We'll try to be patient but I'm sure you must have so many stories to tell, from the bizarre to the simple, from the dark to the beautiful. I'l be fascinated to hear them all, it's a walk of life I've never had anything to do with and learning about all the different people is exactly why I joined LJ.
More power to ye!

[louisa_is_dead]

Yes, it was a time in my life when I learned more about myself and the world around me than any other I think, besides the time directly after it (but that is soooo complicated). Glad to have you join me on my journey.
I haven't really told these adventures to anyone other than a counselor a year ago, I enjoy this forum and the feedback I can get.