*deep sigh* I struggle with this very same thing. I am ashamed (and sometimes that is a turn on and sometimes it isn't) about what I think. It is dark and mean... and often dirty (as in physically filthy).
I'm only now able to even think of some of it, after repressing for so long.
Don't worry, these are the parts of you I enjoy most, as they are the parts of me I'm coming to terms with.
Good to hear...louisa_is_deadFebruary 6 2003, 11:29:49 UTC
I struggled with the idea of even having this journal, then struggled because I wanted you to see this, wanted others to see this- but I am afraid. I don't want anyone but the two of you from my old friends to know about this and then I hope to build up other friends for this journal specifically.
There is so much that must be said. I fear it would hurt the person I love to read these things and so for now it is only for me...with this is mind please be sure to be descreet (no names or initials). I hope that you will never be offended by the workings of my mind, or think less of me for the thoughts I relieve myself of here. Some of which may cross over every taboo....
Re: Good to hear...onesoulFebruary 6 2003, 15:13:26 UTC
I make a vow to you, to never share this knowledge with anyone. While, I long to support you in helping you be more expressive.. ..it all takes time.
There is nothing that you can say that will make me think less of you, only if you do NOT express... are NOT honest with your feelings, only then will you and I both suffer.
There is truly NOTHING (no taboo, convention, rule, graphic, dirty, terrible, glorious) you can say that will bother me.
The more real it is... the more I embrace you!
Plus, I'm only starting to say a few things in my journal... gawd.. the stuff that is in my head... would scare most people.
Re: Good to hear...louisa_is_deadFebruary 8 2003, 08:40:59 UTC
Wonderful! I'm so glad to hear that... Hmmmmm- you think the things in your mind would scare most people? Me too...Geesh, I wounder what would happen if we just lay it all out there?
I was wondering if you wouldnt mind too terribly much if I added you to my friends list. I know that sounds so elementary but I find it to be polite to ask.
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I'm only now able to even think of some of it, after repressing for so long.
Don't worry, these are the parts of you I enjoy most, as they are the parts of me I'm coming to terms with.
I think this outlet is PERFECT... find freedom!
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I don't want anyone but the two of you from my old friends to know about this and then I hope to build up other friends for this journal specifically.
There is so much that must be said. I fear it would hurt the person I love to read these things and so for now it is only for me...with this is mind please be sure to be descreet (no names or initials).
I hope that you will never be offended by the workings of my mind, or think less of me for the thoughts I relieve myself of here. Some of which may cross over every taboo....
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There is nothing that you can say that will make me think less of you, only if you do NOT express... are NOT honest with your feelings, only then will you and I both suffer.
There is truly NOTHING (no taboo, convention, rule, graphic, dirty, terrible, glorious) you can say that will bother me.
The more real it is... the more I embrace you!
Plus, I'm only starting to say a few things in my journal... gawd.. the stuff that is in my head... would scare most people.
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Hmmmmm- you think the things in your mind would scare most people?
Me too...Geesh, I wounder what would happen if we just lay it all out there?
*~~kiss~~*
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Unfortunately this journal doesn't get the kind of attention it deserves, but, please join me.
And thank you for asking.
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