you ever get the feeling that someone is doing something and they want you specifically to notice it in hopes of evoking an emotional response that you'd rather not have...

yeah, dislike that feeling....

that's how i'm summing up this year.  it's had it's highs, and it's definatly had it's lows!  of course what year hasn't had these things?  there's always drama and there's always "that girl"  and there's always that lost friend ( Read more... )

i don't like a lot of things in the world.  but i truly hate.... HATE! my plans that involve me ditching my friends to spend time with someone.  especially when i haven't seen this person in far too long.  it's really sad when you're told you are amazing and that it's impossible to not be around you.... and then.... not be around ( Read more... )

so...  i'm writing a play.  it's about my relationship with my dad...  i'm just worried that i won't be able to finish it.  i'm excited about it.  i think it's going to help me come to terms with a lot of thing between my dad and me.

any whoo.... thought i would share!  :-D

mass love all.

well... life is interesting.  the other side of sigma nu that isn't pledging is pretty kool baring the having to plan a mixer with every sorority and at least 2 open parties.  i don't mind it it's just i'm getting no real help.  people aren't giving me actual positive input.  they just bitch about one idea or the other.  i know i'm not going to ( Read more... )

to you:  i'm so incredibly sorry.

to you: i miss you.

:(  yeah...

i would have said something like, "i'm officially new" fuck that. i can't anymore. but i'm going to be. i've been so many different things and childish is one of them. it's time for me to be a freakin' man and be something better. i'm tired of everything else that i seem to drag down to my level. i'm tired of ruining a lot of things for people that ( Read more... )

so, matty peeps, j-brad, and i went to go see Children of Men!!!  holy crap!  it was an amazing movie!  great music with wonderful acting!!!  it showed two sides of humanity and was ridiculously plausible ( Read more... )

okay so here's the thing.  on top of my dog passing, my grandmother saying that she doesn't want to ever have to leave the nursing home until death, and the fact that i'm a lazy depressed person every so often, my mom hits me with this ( Read more... )

well i just sort of felt the need to post some too.  everyone else is ( Read more... )