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i'm eating no refined sugar, which i had basically cut out before. no processed anything. and for a while, no carbs or alcohol at all. nooooooooooooo! the ice cream in the freezer is up for grabs. no pasta, no bread. what will i eat? last night i made a 'tortilla' of 2 eggs and filled it with cabbage and some cheese ( Read more... )

i was on the phone with one of my good friends.

she was helping get me back to reality, likening trying to come back down to earth like an alcoholic is addicted to drinking. i realised i am addicted to being sad. like if i'm sad enough, my mother will come back. like if i'm not sad anymore that means she's really gone.

i'm:
*$115 behind in rent. that' ( Read more... )

i was talking to beth. she noted that it's not that out of the ordinary to stay in as i did last night. she said in regards to ipanema, "that's a commitment". i hadn't thought of it like that, but yeah. it really is ( Read more... )

i love the soul and the funk. soul music makes everything ok. and tonight; given the choice to retain my straight hair or go to ipanema for soul music, i stayed in ( Read more... )

i got lou a can of mackerel. he was the MOST STOKED CAT EVAR. he drank the fish water first and then went onto the big hunks of nasty fish.this can should last a week as an addition to his friskies.that is if it doesn't turn. rotten mackerel sounds like the most repulsive thing ever ( Read more... )

i am alive. it is very exciting. i can breathe again. and i'm off codeine which is nice. less floating in space, more recreational stash.

it's a bummer. a friend [hi! yr on here] invited me to dj a thing for the bike helmet benefit. 4 hours all to myself! but. it's at the newyorkdeli which is one of the smokier places in town. i think know if i ( Read more... )

so. upper respitory infection. awesome! uhhhhhhhh sike ( Read more... )

dear coldplay, i love you. love, me ( Read more... )

the barometer is doing my head in. it's around 15ºF degress outside. whereas the other day it was 35ºF. even 45ºF. which is almost warm. then SNAP; the cold and the wind are cold chillin in effect. literally. anyway, it's the pressure! it's crazy! i have the headache i should have had on january 1. stumbling around the harlequin check store trying ( Read more... )