I have had enough.

Jun 10, 2009 08:44

I have been in a serious funk since I got the results of my last CAT scan and I still have not gotten a call from the doctor’s office about the comparison of the two films. Not that it would probably do much good at this moment but still… I am not eating. I am not sleeping. I am not working full days. I cannot concentrate. I DO spend most of my ( Read more... )

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psychoticjedi June 10 2009, 13:10:07 UTC
*HUGS YOU TIGHT* Love you!

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My friend.... anderyn June 10 2009, 13:47:49 UTC
I'm sorry that you are feeling this way. I accept that you do and that some very real actions are fueling this, but I still am selfish enough to want to keep you around as long as God gives you to live, because I love you and I want to talk to you and read what you write.

Hugs and love from Michigan.

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lisapt June 10 2009, 15:10:18 UTC
Well screw anyone who won't let you feel what you need too. And I understand -- at least a bit -- about the brave stuff. You didn't ask to face this, you would stop the first instant you could. Every thing about it sucks. And I'm very angry people are bringing their petty little issues to you while not letting you talk about the fact you are dieing.

You can talk to me. I've hesitated calling because T said it cost you money. Call me 734-327-6103. You can cuss, cry, and curse God all you want. Your life sucks right now. I hate hearing how much you hurt, but I can listen.

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john_holton June 10 2009, 15:58:16 UTC
Another reason I'm being quiet--this is one of my tendencies, and you don't need that. Love you!

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siliconshaman June 10 2009, 19:21:39 UTC
You have my email, or we can do skype if you want, if you want to 'talk' I'll listen.

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