Amanda we all think these thoughts at some point in time. But doing those things solves nothing. You also gotta think about what will happen to those you care about and who care about you if you do those things. Amanda we all love you and care about you, no one wants you to do anything like that, even you dont. I know you dont. I know its hard but as long as you have us, your friends its alright. YOu dont need the pills, the alchohal, the knife, the drugs. None of it will actually help. What you need is friends, and love. in the words of John Lennon. " Theres nothing you cant do that can't be done, nothing you can't sing that cant be sung, nothing you can say that you wont learn to play the game, its easy... ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE! ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE! ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE, LOVE, LOVE. LOVE IS ALL YOU NEED!"
You know damn well thats not true. You are filled with love, for lots of people, and although you may have a hard time showing it right now you can't deny it. Even if you truly beleive there isnt such a thing the rest of us do and we love you and we want to help.
when i go into your room and go "amanda can i bother you?" and you look at me and smile..THATS love..so dont you DARE say there isnt..and you've got the WHOLE ENTIRE years left ahead of you..you dont wanna spoil them..dont worry you'll work through it..and you know lifes ganna be a hell of a lot better when you're older just b.c. if it sucks now..it cant really get worse. and you know what i love you so thats proof now isnt it . that love does really exist. AND! you've become a really awsome friend through this past year..you and derek (you a little more realistic) so dont bum out on me! viva la cheeba LOVEE your compeletly adorable little sister . BRITTANY!
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LOVEE your compeletly adorable little sister . BRITTANY!
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