why do i feel so sad ( Read more... )

What would it be like to go to jail? A really good friend is in jail...yuck. It's stupid and pointless for him to be there and it just plain sucks. It really truly does...I'm pretty distraught about it.

In other news I am very happy as well. I'm not sure how ready I am to even put it into words....all we did is hold hands. :Dbuttterflies

I'm probably thinking about stuff way too much.   Of course that is only what I do.  I ended things with Joe today....he took it well, it went A LOT better than I expected, but then I feel we both knew it wasn't working.  We will probably still try to go to the museum together, but it is better that we just be friends, we were both looking for ( Read more... )

The Keys to Your Heart
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Aren't we all afraid sometimes
sometimes we need something to help hold our head up
something to hold deep in our hearts
pull out, only in solitude.
Like a secret
A seed, inside, you incubate.

My nailpolish is superman blue.
It shines like the sun reflecting off his cape.
Or the material that klings to his killer biceps.
We all want a hero ( Read more... )

LMAO so last night at the Saul Williams Slam Poetry thingy (Which was unbelievably amazing and deserves it's own journal entry which i might give it tonight or tommorrow or something) I made some teacher feel old cause he was like ohhh 1987 that's the year I graduated from highschool and i was like Thats the year I was born!!! lol ( Read more... )

There are so many ways my world could be different. What if's are always popping into my mind. How I could be different. Most day's I wouldn't change a single thing. The other night I was back in CT already, trying to sleep after a very awkward and minutely depressing day. I watched a movie that made me cry, it made me think so much. It was a ( Read more... )

sooo my friends katie and katie from school came down to visit me ( Read more... )

Why is it that when someone doesn't mean much of anything to you anymore learning about things they do or have done with newer girls still bother you? I guess its cause they make you feel like you werent good enough. Like it doesn't bother me that he went to a dance with his girlfriend....it bothers me that I wasn't good enough for him to go to ( Read more... )

here is a list of things i hate both arbitrary and important ( Read more... )