you were gone
at the break of dawn,
leaving a pain in my heart
that tore us both apart.
to remove this venom
of your poisonous love,
would take a part of me
that could never be replaced.
the stain that you've left
will never wash away.
i knew from the start
that i'd have to face this day.
i denied it all for you.
it was what i had to do,
to feel your lips just ( Read more... )

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

i cannot believe it! timothy just came over. i miss him already. he came over at approximately 1:37p.m. i like him so much. i feel like i'm floating right now. he makes me so happy. i haven't felt like this since the muffin man...but that led to some troublesome shit. i really hope something comes out of the 4 ( Read more... )

holy fucking shit. he just called. this hasn't happened for like 4 years(where it actually turned into something) i am SO EXCITED "i just can't hide it.." ok jk ( Read more... )

ok yeah im really pissed cuz i just spent like an hour typing all that shit below and it just turned out horribly for some reason.

so i'm just going to try and shorten this up:

there's a guy tim. we flirt more with each moment. i like him. i think he likes me.

well, i think what i'm going to do is finish the semester in houston: 1. so things don't get confusing, and 2. who will be there? i mean if there are barely any houses, no stores, no businesses, no roads, how the hell are people supposed to go to school?!?!?!?!?! but, what i'm worried about is, is that the classes here are all year long, so i ( Read more... )

alright, a few great things...(i'll save the best for last ( Read more... )

i'm dying my hair right now and im getting high off of the fumes.

ok not really i just wanted to put the "high" mood up cuz i just discovered it and found it quite amusing.

i really am dying my hair, though. dark ash brown if you were interested.

i went to school today at approximately 10:00, and didn't get into any of my classes until approximately 1:00. it took that long to register. ok yeah, my aunt told me there were 600 kids...ha!try 3000. it was twice the size of our school, and it was 2 stories high. AAAAHHHH! scary! there are 3 lunches, a, b, and c. i have b lunch. b lunch people go ( Read more... )

 ok well as you know, when awake in the morn i will be preparing for the event of arriving at klien collins high school. oh what fun it is to ride in a one horse open sleigh.

oh who am i kidding? does anyone realize i've been updating like every five minutes? I AM SO ALONE. i miss everybody too much. damn hurricane.

my secret lover, chel-c ( Read more... )

hey guess what? i forgot to mention that a couple of hours ago i talked to my mom and she said she saved most of my shoes!!!!!!!

but, here's the bad news:

MY RATS GONE! WAHHHAAHAAAAAAA!

yeah. i'm gonna go now.