ugh. i am depressed but i have NO idea why. i mean like nothing really bad happened today so i don't know why i would be depressed. i think it is a combination of things though. one ~ a lot of people have boyfriends. and i feel really bad about myself because guys never like me that i like. and i just wish for once a guy would like me that i ( Read more... )

okay, so yesterday i saw taxi and then ate at this cafe place thingy. well taxi was pretty good it is just sometiems it was like the fakest thing that i have ever seen. and the cafe that we ate at was really bad. eewww the food was really gross. but our waitress was amazing...she was so cute. lol she made me laugh. and today i went to ( Read more... )

wow...i haven't updated in awhile, so i figured that it was time for me to update. well...i have been realy busy with homework and studying and all that oh so fun stuff. not really i hate school. i hate my math teacher sooo much. she is like the meanest person in the world and i hate her. and i just hate school period. except i love my dean ( Read more... )

okay, so yesterday i went over to rachael's house after rehearsal. of course, i had a great time. well...i got there and what did i have for dinner???? DOMINOS!!!!! wow...amazing. i love domino's. it is oh so good. so then we were just sitting in her room and i helped her finish her essay for english. so she was reading it over and COULD ( Read more... )

yesterday i woke up and then i watched tv and went on the internet for like 4 hours. yeah, not that good, but whatever. then, at 4:30 i went over to annie's house. we went and saw shark tale. it was good. i thought that it was really cute. then, we walked over to CPK and had dinner. it was really cool having dinner with no parents. i felt ( Read more... )

okay, so last night i watched thirteen. and let me just say that i NEVER want to be hooked on drugs. it is just scary what they sctually do to you. omg. so then today, i watched the vh1 countdown. but i didn't watch the number one video, let's get it started, because that video bugs me...i just like the song. so i listened to that while i was ( Read more... )

here is a little survey that i took from my friend rachael, crazywhtchick ( Read more... )

sadly i am not going on retreat. yesterday i was sick and then i took my temperature and it was 102 so my mom didn't want me to go on retreat because she didn't want me to get even more sick. so now i am at home for a week with just relaxing, but it is probably going to get very boring. oh well....hopefully i will be better soon so that i can go ( Read more... )

omg, tomorrow is retreat. i am really nervous and excited. ok, so i am nervous because i don't have any friends in my group. but i am getting closer with my retreat partner, so that is good. she is really nice. thanks everyone for introducing me to her. i hope that she feels the same way about me. and i am also nervous because i am starting ( Read more... )

YES!!!! RETREAT IS NEXT WEEK!!!! THANK GOD!!!! actually i am really not looking forward to retreat, but it means a week with no school. and right now i cannot take anymore school. i am doing really bad and it is really depressing. i got my history test and my science quiz back. i got a b- on my history test and a b on my science quiz. i was ( Read more... )