hate is such a vivid word,that is not a word i would use for u,no hate,just dissappointment,to think u know some one so well and the everyone sees u for what u truely stand for,you had cruel intentions ne way,i dont quite have it in me to call u,i am still very fucking hurt,im goin through a very rough time with everything and everyone in my life,my love for you will always be ther,but not its hidden away because of the damage u have caused me,i dont know how to talk to you ne more,wanting to..maybe..........i just understand alot about u now i wish i didnt
also,i hope your happy with what u did,you fucked my head so bad,telling me all that,saying u were gonna marry me,i spent 1/4 of this year with you,i loved you so god damn much,i still fucking do,thats why it hurts more than ne thing,i will never be able to love that way again,no one,my emotions are forever dull,i hope you have fun with all your friends,give them a middle finger from me,especially justin,i he has fun filling my shoes,im sorry to be so bitter but this is what u caused to go on in my head,i love you,you meant the world to me and then u destroyed it
I hate having to do this over the internet!!!!apathygrlJune 7 2002, 20:13:17 UTC
NOOOO!!!! Beth you have the wrong idea!!!! David and me just weren't a couple!!!!! We didn't belong together...Tanner and me are just friends. I promise!! I don't have anything more than a friendhip emotions...er, whatever. He's just a really good friend. Nothing more, nothing less. I'm not going to lie and say that things could change, but I highly doubt it. I don't want you getting the wrong impression. Give me a call when you get this, if you can.
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