it doesnt seem real

[love4running]

Alright, i twisted my ankle... but im pretending i didnt so i dont have to be soooo depressed again!!! just until tommorow, just until i can get this homework done that im stressing about and then im sure u will hear me being depressed... but lets hope this isn't real.. lets hope i will be ok... lets hope its not as bad as it seems...

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[anonymous]

im sorry babe. i still remember the times where we were running. hes been gone this whole time, katherine. hes with another girl. he told his roommate that he was at the gym, but the gym was closed. i seriously just wish to fall asleep and never wake up. i went over there bc i needed to have my ipod fix. why cant i find happiness? i love him so much. im sorry for telling u this, but it feels like i seriously just want to die right now. so why not write in your livejournal. i dont want to fall asleep bc then i wake up ill realize that i dont have him, but somebody else does. i dont belong here. im not smart enough to be here. thus, i cant have the man of my dreams. i hate my life, katherine. i feel like an absolute failure and im sorry that i was given all these opportunities in which i blew every single one of them. im sorry for telling u this, but nobody is picking up there phone which is understandable because it is 3 am. i love you katherine, just remember that.

[alwaysmoi]

Katherine I hope you feel better!!! don't be depressed! I wish I could say something cheerful to make you feel better, but I'm coughing up my lungs every other moment so there is no optimism to be found in me either...haha...but don't worry, at least cross country season is over and track season hasn't begun, so you have time to heal. How badly is it twisted??