Well today has been ok... i woke up with a swollen throat so i couldn't eat breakfast and i just slept till about 12... then we went down to the beach for a lil bit, then out to eat for dinner... and i was sooo tired after dinner... i look at the clock... its 6:00. So i couldn't go to bed. So we went down to the playground with Aliza and then down ( Read more... )

Well i'm here... the trip up here was good since we got to take Aliza and she had so many stories to tell and ofcourse she doesn't tell them well cuz she's only 2 1/2 so its even funnier. It was really awesome. All my fears about her being mad at me for letting her go went away when she gave me the biggest hug and kiss and said "i've missed u all ( Read more... )

VannaSaysHey [11:32 PM]:  its like you get the guy that loves you for everyone one to see and your unhappy with him cause he loves you for show
VannaSaysHey [11:32 PM]:  or you get the guy that loves you alone and your unhappy that he loves you for himself

I hope vannah doens't get mad but i thought this was awesome... its so true!!

Well well well... once again i don't know how to feel. From last night to today its just been so emotional. First i get in a fight with Jon over stuff that ...i dunno, i still don't know what to think. And then today my mom calls and says Aliza is comming back... which ofcourse i was sooo happy but then she adds... but we're not keeping her for ( Read more... )

be honest ( Read more... )

Groove tomorrow night... everyone better be going... :)

Things are a lot better now ( Read more... )

I really did mess things up... i thought maybe it was just one bad day but its seriously messed up now. No more late night convos no more sleeping together no more hanging out all of the time. really sux. But i guess its what he really wanted anyway so i just helped him get away from me easier ( Read more... )

Well yea i messed things up perdy bad ( Read more... )

Well... since i was so pissed last night i called Myles to see if he wanted to talk but he was tired and instead of just saying "ok bye" i was like "oh thats ok cuz i'm in a bad mood anyway" and the -oh-so-caring-and-loving-Myles says "oh why" and i didn't really wanna tell him cuz i wasn't really mad at him i was mad at another dumb boy but i just ( Read more... )