so i realized im probably the most rebelious person in the bay area.
im fighting my way up stream to get back to my river city.
i think i am the only teenager in the entire bay that:
a) doesn't drink
b) doesn't smoke
c) is fine with being alone
d) believes in God and not a coward about it

it's sad to know that to be rebellious in the 2000's ( Read more... )

soo got back from beach camp yesturday ( Read more... )

so i got a place to live.
and im pretty sure i got a roomate.
now i gotta figure out how im going to pay for it and whats going on with move in dates and blablalba

i had a bad dream last night.
i woke up this morning with my pillow covered in dried blood.
i lost my endurance running.
i hate this city.

on a lighter note, i got three new bras.
finally.

i want a million and a half romance movie endings.

so edit from monday ( Read more... )

oh ya, today:
3 mile run on crystal springs
then sunset in half moon bay.

i miss surfing. i wanna go but hmb sucks for that.
theres NO good spots and my wet suit is ripped.
=[

pizza my heart is going good ( Read more... )

i was looking back at all the old lj posts and i found one saying bye to everyone and how everyone was saying they will miss me.
and i bet you none of you miss me.

so i read all these live journal entries about people trying to find answers and trying to find acceptance. begging people around them for just a look of acceptance and then the devastation when they don't get it ( Read more... )