mental illness? what is it? it is a chemical imbalance that's all it is. Nothing more than a chemical imbalance. Scary for the person that has no idea this is going on and thinks that what they do every day is normal... then someone close tells you that this is not 'normal' behaviour.. define normal? The person who doe not have 'normal' behaviour ( Read more... )

i am at work and it is only 6:15pm i have til 9pm break is in 45 minss ahhh hurry up... i am so tired.. havent been well the last couple OF DAYS went to hospital... not cool 7hrs in casuality so fucking boring.. too bad i wasnt dying

you think it would get easier the weeks go by and you try and grow as a person, without your ex who u adore who you were going to marry, i cant get russ out of my head. I thought it would get easier but it hasnt. We try and not talk to give eachother space but that doesnt work. We say that we should try and stop talking to eachother completley and ( Read more... )

i dont know how to feel.. i love russell so much, it is so hard. I thought moving states and only having limited communication would help.. fuck it doesnt. We both love eachother i hate going on and on about it but we do. I just have to give it time. I miss him like crazy he just sent me pics that his mum developed of us... fuck they were really ( Read more... )

oh my job is so hard sometimes.. i have just found out how much people lie to get out of debt... and it is huge amounts of debt 10k plus and we get all kinds of excuses..anything from there out.. to not answering...lost the statement.. been in jail (which happens) i had some guy abuse me today for apparently breaking privacy act cause i asked him ( Read more... )

Ben has left for WA, he left friday night, there were tears galore. I was sad, not for him but for leaving Keara behind by herself, she was in tears and our poor little cousin daniel was beside himself. But he didnt look back when he started walking. I love that boy for his courage. He just rang to say that he got safe into broomehill and he was ( Read more... )

I have just gotten home from being at Dalby at ben and keara's house for the week. so much peace and quite there. no traffic, no mobile phones, and no computer it was really really relaxing. i did lots of cooking and taking photos and having chats with mum. russ got back from maui on saturday and he called me, we are still really good friends but ( Read more... )

I took mum into the city yesterday to get her hair cut. She looks awesome she only looks about 30 it is really funky...then i got my fringe cut into a style it looks quite good... its funky. I am off to see a band by myself so hopefully i can meet some new people. This life is going to get so much more interessting. Anyway i am off to Dalby for a ( Read more... )