AHHHH! :X :X :X
Okay sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo I'm freaking scared of All-State auditions tomorrow morning. Somebody kill me now because I am NOT PREPARED. The Paganini is NOT up to tempo. Neither is the metamorphasis excerpt. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I even missed school today to practice.
-Orchestra & Choir Fall Concerts were good even though we didn't do many songs at all...
-Region Choir sucked. I didn't make it. I cried for like 5 hours because I can honestly say I was the most prepared person from my school. I went to every single practice, everyone thought I was going to make top 10 at least. AT LEAST. But whatever, at least I can't say I was underprepared.
-Region Orchestra semi-sucked. I made 5th chair 1st violin last year, but since I spent all my time practicing region choir music I didn't do as well. I made 8th chair. Bleh. I hope I make all-state though, that would definitely make up for it.
-I was on ballet for Homecoming Court, I kinda had my hopes up for that, didn't make it. Yeah. That sucks. Homecoming Court this year sucks. The people that everyone thought would make it didn't make it at all. Seriously half of the court are people that nobody has ever heard of. That is retarded.
-Haunted Hullabaloo Coffee House sold out so I was not able to go to that even though I was wearing a costume for the costume contest and supposed to clean up after. Yeah, like I was signed up to help since I'm in Bullseye. I was supposed to help run it. WHAT THE FUCK. Mrs. Lanoux seriously would not let me in. I was so disappointed, that's seriously the only fun one. I just won't go ever again. Sorry Mr. Arnatt, I guess I'm not in Bullseye anymore.
-I missed the deadline for the November 4 SAT, and I absolutely cannot go to the December 2 one because that's the day of Region Clinic & Concert. I really don't know what to do.
-All the charges were dropped from my brother's case & all that drama is over.
-I'm missing the Full Throttle show on Saturday to go to Zach & Austin's Halloween Party. Hopefully I will win sexiest costume, I'm a French maid. ;)
-Don't think I'm going to the M&M Bowl. Why did I buy a Mac Football Shirt if I'm not going to go to any of the games? I haven't been to any all year.
-Choir Trip over Spring Break is going to be in Chicago. I'm going. I already paid my money. Guess what else I'm doing? Getting a tattoo while I'm there. It's going to be badass.
-The musical auditions keep getting postponed which is bad for me. I want to just get it over with and either make the cast or get a freaking job. This sets back me even applying for jobs by 3 more weeks (at least). I'm starting to wonder if I should even audition at all. I really should probably just get a freaking job. It's not like I've ever been cast for a Mac play at all. I know I have 3/5 of the judges on my side since I'm in Choir & Orchestra, but OB and Whitus have never really liked me or even seen me act really. (Yeah, despite being in theatre for 2 years, they really haven't seen me act, isn't that sad?) I've never even made Call-Backs. But Ms. Wright thinks I should try, so I'm going to. :/
-I turn 18 in 4 months. That will be badass.
I'm going to party so fucking hard after tomorrow. I will have no priorities whatsoever. YESSSSSSSS. Too bad I'm probably not going to make all-state. My senior year really really sucks. Nothing is going as planned. Being in Women's Chorale instead of Concert Chorale is really starting to bother me, and being 5th chair in Orchestra just sucks balls all over. I'm sooooo pissed about my senior year. I am so ready to just go to college and get a fucking job it's not even funny. Oh yeah, I still don't even have my permit. Whatever. High school is almost over and I am fucking glad. All I have to do is wait until the end of this semester cos next semester I have no fucking classes, just the last semester of english, some electives, and coop. I can't wait to work and start making money.
-Orchestra & Choir Fall Concerts were good even though we didn't do many songs at all...
-Region Choir sucked. I didn't make it. I cried for like 5 hours because I can honestly say I was the most prepared person from my school. I went to every single practice, everyone thought I was going to make top 10 at least. AT LEAST. But whatever, at least I can't say I was underprepared.
-Region Orchestra semi-sucked. I made 5th chair 1st violin last year, but since I spent all my time practicing region choir music I didn't do as well. I made 8th chair. Bleh. I hope I make all-state though, that would definitely make up for it.
-I was on ballet for Homecoming Court, I kinda had my hopes up for that, didn't make it. Yeah. That sucks. Homecoming Court this year sucks. The people that everyone thought would make it didn't make it at all. Seriously half of the court are people that nobody has ever heard of. That is retarded.
-Haunted Hullabaloo Coffee House sold out so I was not able to go to that even though I was wearing a costume for the costume contest and supposed to clean up after. Yeah, like I was signed up to help since I'm in Bullseye. I was supposed to help run it. WHAT THE FUCK. Mrs. Lanoux seriously would not let me in. I was so disappointed, that's seriously the only fun one. I just won't go ever again. Sorry Mr. Arnatt, I guess I'm not in Bullseye anymore.
-I missed the deadline for the November 4 SAT, and I absolutely cannot go to the December 2 one because that's the day of Region Clinic & Concert. I really don't know what to do.
-All the charges were dropped from my brother's case & all that drama is over.
-I'm missing the Full Throttle show on Saturday to go to Zach & Austin's Halloween Party. Hopefully I will win sexiest costume, I'm a French maid. ;)
-Don't think I'm going to the M&M Bowl. Why did I buy a Mac Football Shirt if I'm not going to go to any of the games? I haven't been to any all year.
-Choir Trip over Spring Break is going to be in Chicago. I'm going. I already paid my money. Guess what else I'm doing? Getting a tattoo while I'm there. It's going to be badass.
-The musical auditions keep getting postponed which is bad for me. I want to just get it over with and either make the cast or get a freaking job. This sets back me even applying for jobs by 3 more weeks (at least). I'm starting to wonder if I should even audition at all. I really should probably just get a freaking job. It's not like I've ever been cast for a Mac play at all. I know I have 3/5 of the judges on my side since I'm in Choir & Orchestra, but OB and Whitus have never really liked me or even seen me act really. (Yeah, despite being in theatre for 2 years, they really haven't seen me act, isn't that sad?) I've never even made Call-Backs. But Ms. Wright thinks I should try, so I'm going to. :/
-I turn 18 in 4 months. That will be badass.
I'm going to party so fucking hard after tomorrow. I will have no priorities whatsoever. YESSSSSSSS. Too bad I'm probably not going to make all-state. My senior year really really sucks. Nothing is going as planned. Being in Women's Chorale instead of Concert Chorale is really starting to bother me, and being 5th chair in Orchestra just sucks balls all over. I'm sooooo pissed about my senior year. I am so ready to just go to college and get a fucking job it's not even funny. Oh yeah, I still don't even have my permit. Whatever. High school is almost over and I am fucking glad. All I have to do is wait until the end of this semester cos next semester I have no fucking classes, just the last semester of english, some electives, and coop. I can't wait to work and start making money.