Oh, the joys of working...

[love_adhesive]

 I work in San Dimas and for the last week or so, a movie crew has been filming in and around my general area of work. There's an "old towne" looking street a block away from our office, and there are so many gorgeous, huge, and historic houses that are also being used. I guess I wouldn't mind dealing with all the throngs of people lining the

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[implicate]

I just hope he makes it back alive.

I kinda feel this way too with C whenever he goes away or even goes out with his friends. He has come home too many times with stories of blacking out and/or having huge bruises/aches from falling/fake-fighting with friends. It's pretty alcoholic-esque and he's so young. Sometimes I wonder if it's something he'll grow out of or something he's setting habits for so soon. It's scary. =/

[love_adhesive]

I get you dude, believe me. I mean, mine has already admitted to being an alcoholic. And unfortunately, I notice so many similarities in your description and L's past/current state. Unless some dramatic, life altering situation occurs, I don't think much will change. But I admit, it's very scary..and unnerving.

[implicate]

Yeah, I know alcoholism runs on C's mom's side of the family. And he's already had problems with addiction when he was younger (which is weird to stay because he/we are still so young). And I hardly ever talk to him about it because I don't want it to seem like I'm lecturing/trying to control him (I have so many fucking issues with like what's ok to say/do with/to boyfriends that like it borders on love-negligence, whatever that means, but THIS IS BESIDES THE POINT) but it really bothers me.

And now at this point, I feel like I shouldn't even care because a) he's going to do whatever he wants and b) it's not going to be with me/be something I'll have to deal with later on.

BOYFRIENDS ARE SO FUN! =|

[love_adhesive]

Ha, don't I fuckin' know it, roomie. Ugh.

Whatever, we're having cookies tonite. So, yay.