omg. pride & prejudice is an amazing love movie! holy crap! like my mind is like WOAH! i want that. i want that unexpected, knocks you off your feet, wonderful and total love. but strangely, i can wait a few years for it to happen. usually love movies make me want love as soon as im done watching it. for some reason that movie made me want to wait ( Read more... )

i can't do it ( Read more... )

i over react ( Read more... )

better day. got up mad early to get my hair cut.. the bangs are HORRIBLE! but they will grow out. never to fear. then i woke lina up, got my car inspected( i think the only reason i passed is cause the guy was hitting on me .. the break light still didnt work!), picked lina up.. got my car estimated, freaking over $1,600 worth of damage done to my ( Read more... )

what can i say to this new found information .. nothing. there are no words to explain how shocked, hurt, upset, pissed, insane, vengeful, & the list goes on. why do guys think that they can play girls like they are on strings like little bitch puppets & then not expect it to hurt when they get droped like that *snaps fingers*? its mind boggling ( Read more... )

TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY EVERRRRRRR ( Read more... )

i had such a good day! things got worked out, well with at least one person. others, well lets not go there. i had a practice for the stations of the cross, im mary this year n it makes me smile... im really getting old lol. tommy kept making me laugh!!! i dont know how im gonna do this for real on friday. then lina called n told me to go over chas ( Read more... )

fucking, so this is what it feels like to get stabed in the heart ( Read more... )

i feel.. i feel like im watching the life i want live pass me by. i see things that i want to be doing, only im not doing them. i see myself smiling, but all ive been doing is fighting back tears. life is going by too fast for me and i can't seem to catch up with it, what if i never do?

EDIT: so why the fuck does working make me feel better? like ( Read more... )

i should be working on my term paper now, hell i should be in school. i just had no motivation to get up and my throat was killing me, so i stayed home. im madd that i did. i hate when i stay home. i get so bored & i get to thinking. i wish i didn't think so much of us. i wish i was happy that i even got forgiven. it wasnt enough tho, i wanted what ( Read more... )