What did I gain...

[love_burn_die]

..now I miss her him so.

If you want the pain.
Better suck up your pride admit you lost her him



THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. kat.
2. kitty kat.
3. katherine.

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. dieXhardXpunx.
2. larsXtimXrancid.
3. kneehighstockings.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my eyes.
2. my lips.
3. my hips.

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. heart.
2. temper.
3. my missing conscience.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. german.
2. russian.
3. austrian.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. losing my friends.
2. spiders.
3. knowing your going to lose someone before it happens.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. bracelets.
2. makeup.
3. gum.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. olive green tank top.
2. pink PJ bottoms.
3. cashmere socks ^_^.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists):
1. queen.
2. sex pistols.
3. green day.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. "lips of deceit" avenged sevenfold.
2. "hold on" jet.
3. "your song" elton john.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. honesty.
2. loyalty.
3. compassion.

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. eyes.
2. smile.
3. hands (the touch).

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. touch my tongue to my forehead.
2. forgive easily.
3. let go.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. music.
2. friends.
3. pretty boys//girls.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. cuddle.
2. watch the mummy.
3. move on...

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. csi.
2. journalist.
3. actress.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. london.
2. east coast.
3. canada.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. have sex with someone i love.
2. be held by the person i love.
3. travel.

I'm such an emokid. I feel sick to my tummy. I need a hug.

"will you ever see thru my lies?
will you see wot i mean?
will my eyes meets yours again?
can i fall asleep without tears?
can i always have you near?
can i just feel less morose?
can i just hold you close?
will i be the one you adore?
will you ever set my heart free?
will my lips be the one you kiss?
will i live life with sweet bliss?
can i ever dance again?
w/o thinkin of you so much?
will you ever look my way?
will you understand wot i have to say?
will you feel the way i do?
will you love me the way i love you?
will you ever watch me with the same wonder in your eyes again?
will my dreams ever come true?
will i ever have a chance back again with you?"



WHY CAN'T YOU SEE
THAT THIS SILENCE IS KILLING ME
EATING AWAY FROM INSIDE
MY HEART WOULD HURT
IF YOU WEREN'T WATCHING OVER IT

fin.