...such a fuck up.

I messed up with Scott...Tonight was a disaster. The first half was amazing and then it went downhill from there. I don't even know what to do...I think he's going to break up with me...I can't even hold on to something good.

He asked me if we rushed into things...I said I don't know...I kind of do...but I care about him so ( Read more... )

Scott (12:26:34 AM): okay love ya bye

You wish you had someone that when they say little things like that it makes your tummy do flipflops. Oh man this is so cool I'm so happy.

♥

fin.

...see why in shadows I hide.

You know what? My boyfriend is amazing. ♥

Iluffchu Scott ♥


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..read all about it.

I love Nyk Ian Zukowski. ♥

That is all.

fin.

..in an old story.

♥ January 3, 2004. ♥

Soo tired. :[

Saw Scott again today, of course awesome. White. fuzzy. bunnies.

-collapses-

fin.

..in the center of a restaurant.

Mk so yah today was awesome. I woke up at like 9 and went to LACMA with Erin, Stephi, and Bill and we saw Duncan Phillips art collection which consisted of everything good haha. Renoir. Degas. Cezanne. Picasso. Kadinsky. van Gogh. Matisse. dkfjsal It was so awesome. Then we got hungry and went to Canters to ( Read more... )

...is gonna be all right.

Okay so Scott called me and actually knew what was wrong. Which is cool. And everything is okay. And I was wrong. So Erin, he's not a little shit. Hahaha. ♥

KK I'm on the phone now.

Peace out.

...it's all in your eye.

Okay so I hung out with Erin today. We went to the mall for too long and got really bored and I got Murph in trouble with his boss at Hot Topic :[ and then we went to see Phantom of the Opera for the second time each. It was still amazing. Okay...now I'm going emo.

We came out of the theatre and we were walking over to ( Read more... )

...inside your mind.

Today was sooo awesome. Scott called me at the time he said he would and we hung out for five hours. Andy was there until like 3ish and I thought that Scott was leaving too, but he stayed until I had to go at 5. :D It was soo fucking awesome. When Andy was there we were basically fucking around and harassing anyone on two ( Read more... )

...you will think of me.

Bwahaha things aren't gonna be the same. I'm right. Kthnx.

I didn't get to talk to Nyk tonight :[. No fair.

foolhardy lovers (11:53:43 PM): i love it when ppl don't know what they do wrong -_- it's like you're slow ( Read more... )