...and why they're gone.

I have never been more worried in my life. Mattie hasn't called me yet. Caleb hasn't called me yet. I don't know what's happening and I love him so fucking much..And I'm so scared and if I think about this for much longer I'm going to start crying again and I just finished making myself look like I haven't been crying for ( Read more... )

...a very serious question the other day.

"Do you think you're doing him a favor by continuing to talk to him?"

Although I argues the point..that..it would be worse to just up and leave him and stop talking to him. Maybe it is making things worse. I don't know anymore and my head is going to explode.

Christmas is 5 days away and it sure as hell ( Read more... )

...turns its back.

Everytime I talk to my other half it just reminds me how much I miss and love him. :[

He's my baby always and forever.

I decorated the Christmas tree while talking to Caleb and watching the Mummy ♥ w00t w00t.

[21:03] bry: hiiii ( Read more... )

...of the sounds of screams.

Caleb just called me and he was with Chelsey and now I'm crying. Why would he do that to me? This is her fault she ruined everything. I hate her more than Julie. This is all her fault and he's hanging out with her and calling me while he's with her.

My heart is breaking all over again.

And I can't stop crying...

( Read more... )

..and celebrate.

Well I want to Sean's house today. I got there around 4:45-5ish and didn't leave until 11. It was awesome, getting to see him and Kristina again. I met Kristina's BF, and I really didn't care for him at all but I was a little under the influence so yah, haha.

My dad got into a car accident on thy way home :[ He's okay, but the ( Read more... )

Okay, I have too many LJ friends and it's a SHITLOAD of people to keep up with because yes, I read every goddamn entry.

So, if you want to stay on please commment and let me know you're alive. If you don't comment I will delete you. Simple as that. You can also comment asking to be removed.

Anyways, that is all.

Bry is my other half..I have ( Read more... )

...they go to Jupiter.

"kelly likes me and i like ger.. we clarified that last night.. i hope i talk to her tonight <3.. oh man heh.. kelly.. wow. again? maybe :p... the only thing thats really bugging me right now is past conversations.. like.."

That's from Caleb's livejournal. Everyone is free to hate him for me. Because I'm too overwhelmed ( Read more... )

..so much.

[00:24] hello electrik: haha i love you darling, don't dare forget it
[00:24] bry: I won;t
[00:24] bry: I love you as well
[00:24] bry: promise to call babe\
[00:25] hello electrik: allright -muah- :D night
[00:26] bry: night babe

this boy is my life. <3

i love my wifey shaun! <333

fin.

...you're just like the rest of them.

"picture this
the curtain begins to fall
and i start to see
that you never knew me at all
hold me down no more"

Boys are stupid. Haha, wait duh, I always knew that.

Nearly finished my Xmas shopping today, but I'm going to start handing things out tomorrow anyways. I'm very proud of myself, I think I did ( Read more... )

It's a little bit funny, this feeling inside
I'm not one of those, who can easily hide
I don't have much money, but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again no ( Read more... )