I can't do this anymore

[love_cassiopeia]

I'm so sick, so fucking sick of it. Sometimes I just want to end it. What is the purpose of this anymore? I wake up every morning without some sort of goal to reach for. Writing? Is that what I claim I'm good at? Bullshit. Every time I read my writing, vomit seems to be lurking in my throat. I'm sick of this fanfic world. I'm so fucking sick of

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[addicted_tvxq]

*HUGS*
First of all, I love, love, love, love, LOVEEEEE your writing, it's what keeps me happy and entertained AND what keeps me away from all the BS going on in this world and household as well. If you ever stop writing, i'll hunt you down and..and..and..make u type! You may think that your writing is vomit, but it's much more to me and your other readers who take their time and energy to read the amazing piece of art that you put together because [as corny as it sounds] it really gets to us in our <3. Your writing is mixture of imagination and passion etc, put together and it's something that we can't just read once and move on, but over and over again

[chloe1910]

Cindy ah, Don't scare me bb. I know RL can be quite tiring and sickening at times and with the latest situation with TVXQ and al, it can hurt badly but bb, we're here for you.

You may feel that your fanfic is no good but I can bet you my ass that many of your readers will beg to differ. Hell, you have given us so many beautiful (angsty ones included) Yunjae stories and you contributed so much to the fandom. I'm not joking when I say many readers love your fanfic, yours truly here included.

Times might be bad, but hang one there yeah. There is always a silver lining behind every clouds. *hugs you tight*

[mei_zi]

With the current situation with DBSK going on, I know it must be hard to continue writing, but don't ever think for even a moment that you're not a good writer. You have written so many beautiful fics, and to tell the honest truth, your YunJae fics are the only ones I ever read because your writing is so amazing, I can't stand for anything less. Your storylines are captivating, and there hasn't been one fanfic by you that hasn't already taken my breath away.

We're both strangers living on completely different sides of the world, but we're all connected in a way because of the fandom and your writing. So, even though this phrase has been uttered too many times before, I will say it again. Always Keep The Faith. Stay strong and positive. It will pay off one day.

Hope you'll feel better soon. ♥

[facesandmasks]

Why don't you take a break, for now and focus other stuffs?

You're not the only one who is vomiting from writing this fanfic thingy. I've grown disillusioned in writing such stuffs since last December and things had gotten worse since then.

I want you to stop everything, reassess what you are doing now and focus on what you really want to do. Make full use of your advantage instead of moping around. I've had my regrets and don't be the next one to regret.

Now stand up and start moving. Enough of moping around.

[fasyira_chan]

dear...please be strong..
i know that our boys current situation is not really good...i was sad too..
well...i know that i don't really know you, but i want you to know that you have wrote beautiful fanfics ever...i love your work.

Maybe you should take a break and do what you want..
but be sure to come back..
we will wait for you