Feeling kinda down ( Read more... )

It's a matter of self-preservation.The funny thing is, through all my lectures and ideas, through all my social goings-on, the multiple dates a week, and the sheer fact that I am on a dating site ( Read more... )

What do you get when you cross the Atlantic with the Titanic?
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About halfway.

I wrote this letter a minute ago, to a friend. Wanted to remember it ( Read more... )

Bleech. Turns out that Soma is spreading rumors about me to various goth/industrial people. Who knows, really. Apparently, thus far I have accused him of being a crazy stalker with violent tendencies and of being a date rapist ( Read more... )

It's, what... December 15th ( Read more... )

March 2002:
Once a psychatrist told my parents (my mother was distressed at my behavoir and general personality) that "When she wants something, she goes straight for it with all her might, and if you get in the way, she'll move you aside, and if you don't move, you are going to get knocked down or, at most, demolished."

24. I burn: inside.

25. I ( Read more... )

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I'm reading through Rollins' Art to Choke Hearts & Pissing in the Gene Pool right now.

One little piece got me right between the eyes.

"As your nerves bend and twist to accommodate yet unexperienced force, new thought and mutant hallucination come into light. I heard about this nervous breakdown that's been going around. Read a letter about how ( Read more... )

Notice: I've back-dated about 40 entries from another site I post on. So there's all consolidated here now. Yay! So if you wish to know what has been going on with me lately, and read way too much detail about my sex-life, it's all there. But you have been warned- it is way too much detail ( Read more... )