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Jul 04, 2004 14:15

Fuck me.

thebroadway_kid: reg?
got_me_jinxed: Uh-huh.
thebroadway_kid: Okay, sorry about that. I was just checking something on Ty's name for him.
got_me_jinxed: S'ok.
thebroadway_kid: So back to my groveling. I'm sorry for not being around, Regan.
thebroadway_kid: Forgive me?
got_me_jinxed: You could have at least took two seconds to call or something.
got_me_jinxed: Like you said you were going to?
thebroadway_kid: I'm sorry...
thebroadway_kid: I completely spaced
thebroadway_kid: I've been kinda spacy since Kayla showed up
got_me_jinxed: Yeah.
thebroadway_kid: Are you pissed?
got_me_jinxed: A little, yeah.
thebroadway_kid: I'm sorry
thebroadway_kid: Don't be mad? Please?
got_me_jinxed: All right, whatever.
thebroadway_kid: Reg..
got_me_jinxed: Seriously. I'm not. It's just..
got_me_jinxed: I guess I'm just a little worried, okay? And I got my feelings hurt. That's all. Are you coming to Ty's today?
thebroadway_kid: What's there to worry about, Reg?
thebroadway_kid: I'm sorry for hurting your feelings
got_me_jinxed: You and Kayla... =/
thebroadway_kid: And.. I don't know.. I think I am
got_me_jinxed: I don't know. It's dumb.
thebroadway_kid: What... Reg, why?
thebroadway_kid: .....
thebroadway_kid: What did Ty tell you?
thebroadway_kid: Did he say something... about me and.. stuff before?
got_me_jinxed: That you guys are close? And... like, that you always wanted to be closer. I dunno. It's all on our journals. Don't get mad at him or anything.
thebroadway_kid: Look... Ty isn't lying or anything. But it's just... that's in the past, Regan.
got_me_jinxed: And, like.. she comes along, and you totally drop the ball with me for three or four days, which might've been longer, if I hadn't accidentally gotten in touch with you. So.. yeah. Worry.
thebroadway_kid: I'm with you.
got_me_jinxed: Okay.
thebroadway_kid: I said I was sorry....
got_me_jinxed: I know.
got_me_jinxed: You asked, okay?
got_me_jinxed: I'm just trying to be honest.
thebroadway_kid: It's been kinda hard the past few days and I've been busy.. but I promise you, I haven't been busy confessing my undying love to another woman or anything.
got_me_jinxed: lol. I didn't think you were.. I don't know.
got_me_jinxed: I told, it's dumb.
thebroadway_kid: Yes you did. Or you wouldn't be so worried.
got_me_jinxed: *told you
thebroadway_kid: Reg... Kayla means the world to me, but... look. I said yes to you for a reason, right?
thebroadway_kid: Would I have said no if I had any doubts?
got_me_jinxed: No. I didn't. Don't start acting like you know what's going through my head.. you don't.
thebroadway_kid: Er... that didn't make sense, did it?
thebroadway_kid: You know what I mean.
got_me_jinxed: Yeah, I know.
thebroadway_kid: Oh. Okay.
got_me_jinxed: I don't want to talk about this anymore.
thebroadway_kid: ...
thebroadway_kid: I think I'm just gonna go.
got_me_jinxed: Fine. Whatever.
thebroadway_kid: Look, I'm not going to sit here and try to explain things while you brush me off and be nasty.
got_me_jinxed: Sorry. It's been a crappy past few days, okay?
thebroadway_kid: Well I'm sorry you barely trust me enough to leave me alone in the room with another girl. I'm sorry you probably expected me to run off and marry her the second you weren't looking.
got_me_jinxed: How am I supposed to feel about all this? Can you put yourself in my shoes for two seconds? I don't know a damn thing about you and this girl except what Ty's told me, and the only thing I've seen as far as you two hanging out together is her hanging on YOU. And then you stop talking to me for days.
got_me_jinxed: I'm being nasty? You're acting like I'm accusing you of something, when I'm just trying to explain to you how I feel.
got_me_jinxed: It's not that I don't trust you. Jesus.
thebroadway_kid: You're treating me like I'm the most horrible person in the world.
got_me_jinxed: I am not.
thebroadway_kid: Kayla is a friend and I haven't seen her in a long time because it's painful, okay? I thought I'd spend some time with her. She's been just about as fucked up as I have since Damon died.
thebroadway_kid: Probably worse.
thebroadway_kid: We've spent the past few days talking and hanging out and just... feeling things out again. I took her to therapy with me and it helped, a lot, having someone there.
thebroadway_kid: Nothing is going on between us. I love you. We're engaged, Regan. Engaged.
thebroadway_kid: And I'm sorry I didn't call, I'm sorry I haven't been around.... I'm sorry I worried you.
got_me_jinxed: Okay.
thebroadway_kid: I'm sorry.
thebroadway_kid: I'm just trying to explain things because I feel bad about you not knowing what's going on.
got_me_jinxed: Okay.
got_me_jinxed: I'm sorry, too. I trust you. I'm the only one I don't trust. I don't know how to explain that to you.
thebroadway_kid: Okay.
thebroadway_kid: I should go shower. I'm going out to dinner with my parents and stuff.
got_me_jinxed: Okay..
thebroadway_kid: I'll see you at Ty's?
got_me_jinxed: Yeah.
thebroadway_kid: I love you.
got_me_jinxed: I love you.
thebroadway_kid: I gave you that ring for a reason, Reg. And it wasn't just because it looks awefully pretty around your neck.
thebroadway_kid: See ya.
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