melanie: okay gerard ineed you to draw a penis on this ( Read more... )

drinks i had: choco something-mama (banana & chocolate & yum), sex on the beach, watermelon frozen daquari
how drunk i am (on a scale from 1-10, ten being plastered, one being a little tipsy). 2.5 maybe 3.
alcohol makes me sleepy and not feel good. & some other things i'm not going to mention in live journal.

ps I LOVE THE MAGIC BULLET

its not even cold outsite & i haven't been been here for the real cold that came before i got here, and that will come after i leave but i still hate winter. if there was a way to cut out the months of january and february i would do it without a second thought. it's the middle of january, fifty degrees outside and we dont have any heating sytems ( Read more... )

i miss dancing.

saturday night i watched an amish documentary with shaylin and nicole.
& we watched amityville horror
& made things in the magic bullet
& played a full house board game (i won)

( pictures from my walk with kat and chance
& our not-so-amish night )

im tired of being boring. with nothing to do, no where to go and a few cents to my name. i have nothing to talk about. i started reading the hobbit tonight, and i'm watching some show on the food network where a guy makes hamburger desserts.

& because pictures are awesome
( dont eat christ chex* with milk. verse 434 of the bible says that jesus is lactose intolerant. )

APLACEINSTARS: omg so you know how i cant lie about anything ( Read more... )

my body seems to think that i was in europe for a semester instead of california. i've been waking up between four and six every morning for the past week. and i've been wide awake and had to lay in bed for a few hours before falling back asleep. thus making me tired no matter what time i wake up after that. yesterday morning i woke up at four ( Read more... )

i have a lot of insecurities i need to let go of, a lot of anger that's unnecessary and a lot of anxiety that's just ready to bubble up and spill out. i need to figure out how to deal with that. & go read books in coffee sops & write stories on the sidewalk. i will trade my words for your dollars, but you would never pay.
passion.passion.passion. ( Read more... )

with the exception of a two hour nap, i've been awake for 28 hours ( Read more... )