ok so I was just writing an entry and accidently deleted it and I think it has to do with me drinking , anyways it's Allies birthday Happpy Birthday Allie <3 I love you <3 xox man I drank anlittle and I dunno my side hruts I have no idea why but it's been hurting since desmorning it kinda sucks I can;t take it anymore and i'm just so confused lol ( Read more... )

Let me tell you that I'm so fucking drained out that I don't even know what to do with myself, I find myself trying to do things fast to get it all done and out of the way . But it seems that theres just so much more, I have no idea what I'm talking about but I work to fucking much that it's pathetic I work more then anyone in my entire family. ( Read more... )

This feeling I hold inside is killing me to the point where I just want to rip out my heart and place it in your hand then maybe then you'll see how much I care about you because my feelings will be sulking in the palm of your hand.

Man this working 7 days a week thiung going to job after another in a row is killing me but hey I'm making good ass money I'm so fucking exhausted I don't even wanna do anything anymore I never have time to see my parents and my brother I just saw my sister yesterday and hung out with her for 3 hours. i'm fucking tired and feel like shit I have the ( Read more... )

Fuck my back hurts so bad I can;t even sit or stand or nothing. I feel like I'm getting old. I don't feel good, all I do now is work 7 days a week at Omega Diner and Animal Clinic Of Woodmont. Big bolla lol not really but I'm so tired and I feel totally drained and I have to be at work in 20 mins:| let the day begin

God I don't fucking feel good I have my period and I'm letting my Boyfriend hang out with his friends when I have to get up in 4 hours to go to work and he has the balls to give me and attitude for no reason fuck that I told him don't fucking talk to me like that because I won't deal with it and I don't deserve that shit..... I feel so nauseated ( Read more... )

Grr having your Period sucks ass Having to work tomorrow and be there at 9:00 sucks even more ass, having to work the next day is just plain fucked up and then the next day god when is this going to end.I got a letter in the mail by the Animal Hospital asking me to work for them lol oh dear that means 2 jobs what I'm rich bitch like dave chappelle ( Read more... )

Work Sucked didn;t get any tables bussed with some bus boy that asked me if I did drugs wtf and then he wouldn;t leave me alone. But besides that hopefullyI'll get drunk tonight if not then fuck it, I have to work tomorrow at 9:00 and then drive to my moms tomorrow after work but I gotta go cya

God my knee hurt so bad yesterday from driving all day and I have to go to work in 2 hours and drive all the way down to Commercial and then work tomorrow at the diner but thats not bad because it's right down Atlantic but Commercial oh my god it's far. I'm moving back to Boca so Now I have to use my gas wisley because gas these days are bullshit ( Read more... )

I have to work tomorrow and today I have to look for a second job because one just is not good enough.... I'm so tired and I'm allergic to my fucking Cat everytime I hold her I scratch lol I should just shave her . Today I'm hanging out with my mom lol sounds weird right I know she's only nice to me now because I don't live with her anymore... 2 ( Read more... )