If dying comes after birth, you've nothing to worry about on the grounds that your perception of yourself is ego related, in the literal sense, and your ego was never born. You're a living mass of particles older than you can imagine, strewn together from every which star and astroid, which develops, artificially, a specific brand of consciousness ( Read more... )

My Grandpa just got out of the hospital where he was for several days and is on breathing assistance due to bronchitis. My beloved step mother is having a complication similar to pneumonia, rib pains, trouble walking, and is in the emergency room all doped up. One of the three finch birds I just bought was having chills all day until it gave up and ( Read more... )

I care so much for you ( Read more... )

"Dream up, dream up, let me fill your cup."

Broken Hearted;
Hey,
Lose that Demeanor
or would you?

Gave away my futon. Gave away Beatrix the snake. Opened up some space. Fasting, going to have an orange soda though. Second tattoo comes the 23rd. Still living in Lake Oswego. Watched Corpse Bride, enjoyed it. It throws you off alittle when there is no punchline.

"How's the cake?" as I pacify the metal. I'm fixated on your dim aura. I laugh as I contemplate the depths I wish to embrace while I still cling to grammer and wonder why it's difficult to write much without saying "You" or "I." Then the winds chuckle as I note communications role in a species and the element it plays in survival. Trivial, really, ( Read more... )

In it, Jesus was executed via firing squad. It was about 200 years ago. It was on a bumpy green hillside, and there were small clusters of young people all around. I was there, and there was an anonymous girl with me as well -- she was like a sister. When it happened, some of us were sad. My sister and I were sad, but there was a 60-something year ( Read more... )

Got on the plane, and cried because I could still feel the kisses on my lips ( Read more... )

Please don't worry too terribly about ( Read more... )

There's something I realized just now ( Read more... )