(no subject)
I found my box of letters
Lying on the ground
The ones you used to write me before it all went down
I even got a papercut trying to figure out what to do
With all those memories
And your not who you used to be and i wonder where youve gone
Have you fallen in a black hole?
Tumbling as a universe of missing stuff
What happened to the good times?
What happened to the moments where we had so much?
Where's the love
Where's the love
Remember all those hours laughing on the floor
Those days aint doing nothing
Feel like nothing did before
I dont need those stickers or that money after all
I'll trade them for old message you've called
Cause its not how we used to feel
And i wonder what went wrong
Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping
I've got a dry kind of thirst, when drenched
On sunny days, all I can see is a shadow
And I'm not above being under
And I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty
And I always hide when it's my turn to seek
My only belief is not to have faith in believing
Before I begin, I'm over
(disconnected)
CHORUS
Broken off again
When I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
(disconnected)
Numb in pain again
Always backtracked forward
Cause all in all, I'm disconnected
Quietly loud while noisily silent
Keep holding my breath when I'm trying to breathe
Swimming against all of the waves and the rapids
I only win when I'm losing
(disconnected)
You brought me to the highest Mountain,
Out of my, deep despair.
And you don't know how much I need you,
To stand beside you,
To breath your air.
This girl, she works,
In downtown New York City.
Surrounded by,
4 walls that ain't so pretty.
Her parents give,
Her love and affection.
To keep her strong,
Movin' in the right direction.
Living just enough,
Just enough,
For the city!
Livin just enough,
For the city.
Livin just enough,
Livin for the city!
So I turn myself to face me,
But I've never,
Caught a glimpse.
How the others must see the faker,
Well I'm much too fast to take that test!
Turn and face the change,
Just gunna hafta be a different girl.
Time-may-change-me
But-I-can't-change-time
It's lonely sometimes in the fast lane People come and go like rain And I look around for a hand to hold But there's no one here today Everyone has gone away And left me in the rain So don't wish upon a star Cause it's dark and lonely gets you so far And it doesn't matter who you are Cause the sky looks better from the ground Anyway you never know what you got And even if you do it don't mean it's gonna stay Tomorrow is another day You only live once and I'm living for today I'm living for today So I drive around the superficial town With a smile on my face No one really knows how I feel inside And I'm keeping it that way It's my story to replay And the fast lanes where I wanna stay So don't wish upon a star Cause it's dark and lonely gets you so far And it doesn't matter who you are Cause the sky looks better from the ground Anyway you never know what you got And even if you do it don't mean it's gonna stay Tomorrow is another day You only live once and I'm living for today I can't find my sanity I am bound to lose my mind And I, I can't find myself Well I want to lose my mind LalalalalalaAnd if only I can show me that nobody's gonna bring me down So don't wish upon a star Cause it's dark and lonely gets you so far And it doesn't matter who you are Cause the sky looks better from the ground Anyway you never know what you got And even if you do it don't mean it's gonna stay Tomorrow is another day You only live once and I'm living for today I'm living for today
Don't think that you can tell me what to think
I'm the one who knows what's good for me
And I'm stating my independence
Gonna take the road I'm gonna take
And I'm gonna make my own mistakes
It's my life
I decide
I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine and no one gets to make my mind up, I decide
I decide where I'll go
What I need
Who I know
I'm the one who's running my life
I decide, I decide
Don't think you're ever gonna hold me down
Couldn't do it then, can't do it now
I'm kicking down all defenses
I'm gonna do it all and do too much
And if I mess the whole thing up
It's my ride
I've Got Time
To Watch You Spin Around In Circles
Falling Through The Cracks Inside Your Mind
Thats Fine
I've Been Through The Darkest Hour
Made It To The Other Side of You
I Cant Live Without You...
I Live For The Day!
I Live For The Night
That You Will be Desperate
And Dying InSide
I Live For The Tears
To Fall Down your Face
I Live For The Words
That You Finally Say
I Live For The Day
You Are High
Thinking you are Invincible
So Busy Building Castles in the sky
Your done
and you dont even know it
But your eyes are startin to show it
Thats it's True
Dying to live without love!
I should've known
Day we met
The way you turned and waved at me I never will forget
Two years later who'd of guessed
That we would make it this far just to put it all to rest
And if it's alright I'll stay until it's late until
You tell that its time that we moved on
And if it takes all night I'll wait here till the
Daylight so that I can see that we just don't belong
Its alright we were wrong
If you're crazy then I'm insane
Two people with the same condition
It never goes away
It's not our problem anymore
But let's just call it even when I'm walking out that door
And oh it won't be easy cause it was hard from the start
And if it's alright I'll stay until it's late until
You tell that its time that we moved on
And if it takes all night I'll wait here till the
Daylight so that I can see that we just don't belong
Its alright we were wrong
Rest of me for some reason it's in the sky so think I'm up high
Must have lived for some reason wasn't a lie just wasn't right
Just wasn't right
I don't know whether I should hate it or should like it
The way you read through me I'd swear you were a psychic
And I tried to not reach for the phone
But something bigger makes me call you
I don't know what to do
I'm into you.
[Chorus]
Is it gravity, chemistry, physically pullin me
What could it be boy
Cause I'm so drawn to you
Like a fool
I keep coming back, it's true
I can't stand it
You're like a magnet.
You're like a magnet.
I don't know whether I should move on or should move in
Maybe a part of me is fine with never knowing
Cause I try to leave, but that won't work
Cause being strong just makes it worse so
What should I do? I'm torn into two
I was born a fighter
I was born on a rainy day
I had my share of pain
But you missed most of that
So many other things you had to do
You looked after you
Do you remember what you did?
Do you know just what you’ve missed?
And do you care about what I have to say?
You took my innocence away
I never had a chance to
You broke me in with your mistakes
Well thanks for the break through
But you won’t bring me down
I always come around
You took my innocence away
But the best of me stayed
It could be your blood
Running through all my veins
That ties me to your fait
If I could just close my eyes
Id block out all the reasons why
Were still in this place
What you want is what you got
You should have tried to make it stop
I guess you couldn’t find a way to let me in
There was a girl I knew who always wanted to
Be the one to stand out from the crowd
Always believed that she was gonna live her dreams
That what went down was gonna come around
For all the doubters, non-believers, the cynical that once were dreamers
One of these days you'll open up your eyes
And you'll realize
[Chorus]
That girl was a one time teenage drama queen
A hyped-up everyday wanna-be
But she'll have changed her destiny
Now she's a somebody
That girl was a wild child dreamer but she'll find herself
'Cause she believes in nothin' else
And you'll look back and you won't believe
That girl was me
Armed with an attitude that she knows how to use
She's gonna get there any way she can
Now she knows what she wants
No one is gonna stop her
Nothing's ever gonna hold her back
For all the doubters, non-believers, the cynical that once were dreamers
One of these days you'll know that you were wrong (who would know)
I Can tell you Things Nobody knows
I've Been everywhere nobody Goes
Nothing gets me off the way that you do
You drive me crazy when you step in the room
Something about your lips
Something about your kiss
Something about your eyes
Keeps ya on my mind
Thought it was nothing
Turns out it's something
Your the one who keeps me up ever night!
WhoOooOo (x4)
Who Loves life?
WhoOooOo (x4)
Who Loves life?
(Spoken)
I Think I Do
Ya, Ya
Well I think, I do
You crawled under my Skin
And I feel ya there
Your with me all the Time
You come Everywhere
But when I needed space
I push you away
But then I want'chu back
Your hard to erase
Something about your lips
Something about your kiss
Something about your eyes
Keeps ya on my mind
Thought it was nothing
Turns out it's something
Your the one who keeps me up ever night!
Do you see me
Do you feel me like I feel you
Call your number
but I cannot get through
You don't hear me
And I don't understand
When I reach out
I don't find your hand
Were they wasted words
And did they mean a thing
And all that precious time
But I still feel so in between
CHORUS:
Somedays, I just keep pretending
That you'll stay
Dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on
But it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
I keep tellin' myself
Things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out
You could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale
Where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes
Have you lying here again
Then I come back down
Then I fade back in
Then I realize
It's just what might have been
(chorus)
Am I a shadow on your wall...
Am I anything at all...
Anything to you~?
Am I a secret that you keep...
Do you dream me while your sleeping...
After all~?
Somedays, I just keep pretending
That you'll stay
Dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on
But it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
That I never had
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
You don't see me...
you don't feel me like I feel you