I've learned this past week (and still learning), that forgetting is one of the hardest thing to do... EVER. Everything takes time, all i hope for is... that time will be on my side and heal me. i PRAY that i'll find that peace of mind i once had. i try not to cry at times, and i try to look at the situation i am in and see beauty in it and hope ( Read more... )

I need to be true to myself ( Read more... )

 People who i last expected to rub me the wrong way,
just did today.

honestly, if you got something to say, say it the RIGHT way, because i'm not afraid to call you out on it. 
i don't appreciate anyone getting smart with me. no bullshit.
i'm tired of people's child like minds. f***** grow up, folks!
and no, they don't know what's going on inside my ( Read more... )

 The first time I met you
You were so quiet and cool you
Never thought that you would kiss my heart the way you did
All of the sadness in passing
Making me feel like I'm past it
But you really end in the sweetest way

Ooh when your lying next to me

I can't believe your next to me

It's only us in this moment

No interuptions we focus

Tell you I'm glad ( Read more... )

 "Even if your hands are shaking,
And your faith is broken.
Even as the eyes are closin',
Do it with a heart wide open.

Say what you need to say".
(Best lyrics yet!)

I just have to get this off my shoulders...
DUMB BITCH GOT ME MAD.
alright, *wooo*! 
That felt awesome.
Next skinny ass asian fobby bitch with a Benz that her parents bought her,
try me.
I'll ( Read more... )

Painting is an blessing and an curse in disguise. Having my Aidan and Katelyn being there to wake up to for the past few days makes me the luckiest auntie in the world. I saw my grandma's photo today and I couldn't let myself stare at it for too long before I started getting teary eyes. Haven't seen my boo in 5 days, and I miss him very much (I ( Read more... )

 

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I'm hardly home during the evenings sooo, im taking this time to w r i t e. i may write in complete sentences, i may write so inconsistently that you'd probably want to stop reading, whatever the case is, i'm writing and thats a big deal. (=. right now im listening to suffocate by j h o l i d a y. Juno is probably one of the b e s t movies i've ( Read more... )

 Today I realized how beautiful and fragile a life can be.

My sister gave birth to a beautiful baby girl this morning.

I almost put my life in danger tonight.

I am thankful to be alive and unharmed.
I am more than thankful that my niece came into this world safe and sound.

M
 

i guess i have a christmas list... )= i couldn't help it!

1)all 3 seasons of desperate housewives. (i've been deprived!!)  

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