may we never be called to handle all the weapons of war we despise_midnite_sunJanuary 30 2004, 10:42:47 UTC
This is for both you and Jinny...i'll hold you for as long as like...haha...this might be a long post but please read it...im just sitting here pissed w/ nothing to do anyway...im sorry about everything that went down yesterday. I didn't mean for everythign to turn out like it did--at all. Honest. I've been really distracted and confused and stupid recently. I really want to apolagize to you guys for always taking things too seriously and making you feel like shit. Cos you don't deserve it. You are an amazing friends and an overall great people. And if Nicole can't see that, then that's on her. dont let it bring you down. I love you guys and to think as not having you there hurts. i love just talking to you guys all night--you're really easy to talk to and laugh with. it all comes down to me saying sorry for anything i've ever down or will do in the future. and like you, i didnt mean it directly toward anyone specifically when i was arguing w/ you on the phone--i was just mad.I'm glad to hear that you care about me enough to not want
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Re: may we never be called to handle all the weapons of war we despiselove_pekaJanuary 31 2004, 16:21:54 UTC
Well Sahara, you're not as dumb of a person as you think. And you're not too bad of a friend either. haha... you're a GREAT friend! And yeah you have had your mistakes that you've made, and you have been hard to be a friend to somtimes but that's nothing that i haven't done either. We all have our times when we feel like shit. But you haven't been treating us as bad as you think. And I know I haven't been so great of a friend either recently but it's because I don't know how to be there for you. I don't know what your going through therefore I don't know how to help you. But I hope you feel better real soon. And as for Nicole.. well fuck Nicole. Im not saying this where I mean I hate her and shes a dumb person I just mean the whole thing was blown out of porportion and really I dont care what happened to her and I dont want to know and I want nothing to do with it. But whenever she cools down im still here and It'll be the same way as it always has been.
wow guys...i love you so much!!and as fer nicole its done.i dont really care about it anymore and whatever she did i probably would think shes stupid fer doing it so i dont blame her fer thinking that.but im not about to write a whole page of shit about how much i love you guys cause im sure you both already know.i love you cousin and sister.and ddt...sometimes.well sorry im such an idiot and hard to talk to all the time.but i love you both and shits always gonna happen so sorry fer all the shit ive done.but feel better. i love you.later.
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