Well the past 24 hours or so (lol) have been alot better than the rest of this week i guess. Travis and i talked untill like 2:30 last night (morning) and we talked about everything so it was kinda cool cuz i have never talked to him for that long lol.this summer looks like its just gunna be alot of laying around and being spoiled for me, ill ( Read more... )

Well so far this past week has been prity gay, if u dont know what Im talking about read the other entrys then. But im realy tired and feel like crap. But i cant wait cuz my uncles grl friend is taking me to ceder point w/ a friend and shopping at all the stores i want yay! lol. I realy need new clothes and stuff for next year so it will work out ( Read more... )

God i said sry to travis for something I dident even do wrong and he doesent belive that i wouldent lie to him...god he makes me soo pissed some times..im always so nice to him. i give up on this kid...all he does is makes me feel bad about myself even if i dident do anything wrong. im realy upset...ttyl bye. -sandi- *hear i am once again, im ( Read more... )

Travis is pissed @ me cuz he thought I was talking to Meagon H. cuz I was asking some stuff about his away message he put up. But i dont even bairley know Meagon and have never even talked to her. He thinks i was and would lie to him w/e now im realy upset....If this is Travs, Im realy sry i got u upset w/ me but i promis i wasent talking to her ( Read more... )

Today was boring. It rained like all day so all I did was lay around and watch tv. Alex called and said that she was gunna call Travis and talk to him 4 some reason...i had a bad feeling that she was talking to him about me. She wants us to go out but i dont want him to like me just cuz she wants him too i want him to like me cuz he wants to. All i ( Read more... )

Hey guys, Today was totoaly awesome.

Today we went to our 1st and 2nd hours and then went bowling. I got a X and a / lol idk what they r called lol i havent boweled in soo long. So I was realy bad lol. Alex thinks that I like Travis again...idk if I do or not Ill have To think about it lol. But I serously dont think im good enough for him or that ( Read more... )

I Love Him So Much That I Cant Stand Him Being Near Me, Yet I Hate Him So Much I Cant Stand Living With Out Him.

Thats this weard thing that I was thinking earlyer today, Alex C. knows who and what Im talking about. I love you alex!

Omg this weekend was so much fun. I had some friends come over and they spent the night it was sort-of a random thing ( Read more... )

wow i havent wrote in here in a while so hey every one!

last monday was my b-day but i have to wait till next weekend for a party cuz every one in my family is out of town. This week is the last full week of school and its so awesome im so exited. but i really really do not want to go to mott next year. Omg my uncle said that for my b-day him and ( Read more... )

today im realy depressed...its like every one hates me. im sick of having no self confedence what-so-ever it realy sux seeing all thos grls with all the guys and all this self confedence and there lifes r just so perfict. they have no idea what its like to be me at all. if they just knew then maybe they wouldent take there good lives for granted ( Read more... )

omfg im so sick of ppl thinking im fucken prude. they havent gone out w/ me so how would they fucken know?? and if they did the only reason why nothing happend is because eather they were prude fuckers themselfs or i never even liked them. im so sick of this shit. ppl just asume im prude and asume im a little goody 2-shoes but u know what ppl who ( Read more... )