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I'm miserable.
I've cried more in the past three days than I have in a year's worth.
I've lost five pounds already.
I don't know how in the world that happened.
My sister.. she's blaming everything on me.
My parents.. they punish me.
They've taken away everything.
Friends. Phone. Laughter. Some clothes. Homework time. School clubs' time.
Gone. All of it.
And I just take it without saying or doing anything.
I'm exhausted and tired and weary.
I don't know how much more of it I can take.
Only four more years.
Only.