regret3/?
ok so i hope this work lj cut is reallt messing everything up
and not t forget a million thanks to sidneyfireblood for helping me out
Mana bought Kami to the bedroom. He slowly caresses Kami while at the same time peels off his own clothes. Kami is indeed drunk. Every time Mana touches him, it makes him moan Gackt’s, name that Mana is not very pleased to hear.
“After this, I will make you forget about him. From now on, it will be my name you will be calling. It will only be me in your mind” hissed Mana. However, he smirked as he felt how hard he and Kami where.
Mana’s touches got lower and lower. The lower he got, the louder Kami got, but he kept moaning Gackt’s name, a name which Mana wasn’t pleased to hear.
Mana now only cares about his own pleasure, due to the disappointment. Without preparing Kami, Mana pushed himself into him causing Kami scream for his life. Even though he is drunk, the piecing pain is still hard to manage. Mana, without further delay thrust himself deeper into Kami.
Kami knows this isn’t Gackt. Gackt would never hurt him no matter what. In that instant, Kami woke up from his drunken state and realised the man on top of him, hurting him, was Mana. He tried with everything he had, but Mana was to powerful.
“Mana, please, get off of me! You’re hurting me! Mana, please!” Kami begged, tears rolling down his cheeks. However, Mana was too engrossed in his own pleasure to hear Kami’s pleas.
“Mana, if Gackt finds out he will never forgive me! Please get off of me!”
Mana started to stroke Kami, hoping this will shut the other man up. Soon enough Kami started to moan, but tears keep running down his cheeks. Mana wouldn’t look at Kami, scared that if he did, he would stop. The pleasure was just too great for him to stop.
Mana could feel Kami getting tighter as he moved in and out of him. He knew that both he and Kami where coming to their end. He started to stoke Kami in time with his thrust and soon Kami came all over Mana’s hand and his own chest. Mana then went a few moments later, after which he pulled out and laid beside of Kami.
Kami doesn’t dare to open his eyes. Hoping this was only a nightmare and everything will be back to normal, Gackt sleeping right beside him and holding him tightly. But no matter how he tries to deny it, the man that is supposed to be beside him is not Gackt, but Mana.
Mana tried to hold Kami but the other man would turn his back to him.
“Leave. Just go. I don’t want to see you now.” The tears have stopped for now, but the pain was still here. This is what he wanted. All he ever wanted was Gackt, not this.
Mana felt as if his heart was pierced by a dagger. How could he ever to this to Kami? Kami was the kindest human on earth. He doesn’t even kill an ant. Mana got up and dressed, leaving after that not obeying Kami’s wishes. He doesn’t want to hurt the other man more.
As soon as Mana left, Kami burst into tears. He felt ashamed to be here, in Gackt’s house, on Gackt’s bed, where Mana violated him. He cannot stay here anymore. Kami gather himself and started packing his clothes and other necessities. He just wanted to get out of the house as soon as possible. The guilt was eating him inside out.
and not t forget a million thanks to sidneyfireblood for helping me out
Mana bought Kami to the bedroom. He slowly caresses Kami while at the same time peels off his own clothes. Kami is indeed drunk. Every time Mana touches him, it makes him moan Gackt’s, name that Mana is not very pleased to hear.
“After this, I will make you forget about him. From now on, it will be my name you will be calling. It will only be me in your mind” hissed Mana. However, he smirked as he felt how hard he and Kami where.
Mana’s touches got lower and lower. The lower he got, the louder Kami got, but he kept moaning Gackt’s name, a name which Mana wasn’t pleased to hear.
Mana now only cares about his own pleasure, due to the disappointment. Without preparing Kami, Mana pushed himself into him causing Kami scream for his life. Even though he is drunk, the piecing pain is still hard to manage. Mana, without further delay thrust himself deeper into Kami.
Kami knows this isn’t Gackt. Gackt would never hurt him no matter what. In that instant, Kami woke up from his drunken state and realised the man on top of him, hurting him, was Mana. He tried with everything he had, but Mana was to powerful.
“Mana, please, get off of me! You’re hurting me! Mana, please!” Kami begged, tears rolling down his cheeks. However, Mana was too engrossed in his own pleasure to hear Kami’s pleas.
“Mana, if Gackt finds out he will never forgive me! Please get off of me!”
Mana started to stroke Kami, hoping this will shut the other man up. Soon enough Kami started to moan, but tears keep running down his cheeks. Mana wouldn’t look at Kami, scared that if he did, he would stop. The pleasure was just too great for him to stop.
Mana could feel Kami getting tighter as he moved in and out of him. He knew that both he and Kami where coming to their end. He started to stoke Kami in time with his thrust and soon Kami came all over Mana’s hand and his own chest. Mana then went a few moments later, after which he pulled out and laid beside of Kami.
Kami doesn’t dare to open his eyes. Hoping this was only a nightmare and everything will be back to normal, Gackt sleeping right beside him and holding him tightly. But no matter how he tries to deny it, the man that is supposed to be beside him is not Gackt, but Mana.
Mana tried to hold Kami but the other man would turn his back to him.
“Leave. Just go. I don’t want to see you now.” The tears have stopped for now, but the pain was still here. This is what he wanted. All he ever wanted was Gackt, not this.
Mana felt as if his heart was pierced by a dagger. How could he ever to this to Kami? Kami was the kindest human on earth. He doesn’t even kill an ant. Mana got up and dressed, leaving after that not obeying Kami’s wishes. He doesn’t want to hurt the other man more.
As soon as Mana left, Kami burst into tears. He felt ashamed to be here, in Gackt’s house, on Gackt’s bed, where Mana violated him. He cannot stay here anymore. Kami gather himself and started packing his clothes and other necessities. He just wanted to get out of the house as soon as possible. The guilt was eating him inside out.