How did we things get so wrong? When did natural cycles and energy from the sun not seem necessary? ( How could we think we could treat nature like a machine? )

I've already posted this, but I revised it and I wanted to post it again.

( childhood mishaps and tragedies that never leave the back of your mind )

Does your heart ever phyiscally hurt? Sometimes when I think about certain people or moments I've shared with them. I can feel my heart ache, literally. Its a weird feeling.

Someone said to me last night "women in Oregon dont get mad, they get bitter". i like that.

You cool kids should send me stuff from the Dirty Dirty. SAV fo life.

Miranda Stern
Brodway 362
625 SW Jackson Street
Portland, OR 97201

"If God is not, then the existance of all that is beautiful and good, is but the accidental by-product of blindly swirling atoms, or the equally unpurposeful... A man may believe this dreadful thing to be true. But only a fool will say in his heart that he is glad it is true. For to wish there should be no god is to wish that the things which we ( Read more... )

Dried rose petals, 
much time has elapsed 
between when you and I were we.
Your cowardice astounds me;
It seems intellect does not indicate maturity
as your hands bear no penitence for
the time which has elapsed in silence.

Your cold shoulder smolders
as you ponder your genius,
you are a small man.

I'm flying to Little Rock for the funeral so i wont be back until late Friday. I hope all is well with everyone.

For Hans Carossa
By: Maria Rainer Rilke

Losing too is still ours; and even forgetting ( Read more... )

my grandpa died this morning.

and

I just bought two tickets to see Tegan and Sara and Northern State in Portland on Dec. 4th. Theres a free ticket for anyone who comes and visits me at that time.  

If rain drops were gumdrops
and twinkle stars were sprinkles;
Then the milk way would be real chocolate
and the licorice grass would grow tall,
so tall it almost reached the cotton candy clouds.
You could be my sugar daddy
and we could have red hots ex.

Life would be sweet with you.

why is it that life always taints everything that seems so beautiful in your head.

if the world were made
of cookie crumbles and spegetti sauce
you'd be the jester and i'd be the boss.

i need to sleep....     and i wish i could molt.