SEPTEMBER ( Read more... )

I am lost ( Read more... )

Today was a good day ( Read more... )

oooh ..

why must college classes be so extremely filled [by filled I mean jam-packed] with work to do? Once one thing is done an other assignment needs to be started. And each assignment can't just be a 'thrown - together - last - minute - piece - of - shit' It's gotta be as full-blown as possible!! no wonder so many college kids start drinking so ( Read more... )

My baby, Sammy, called me tonight!! It was the most amazing 5 minutes of my life [I think - I'm pretty sure]. I was so happy afterwards. I was sad too because it made me miss him more but all I've wanted lately was to hear his voice. And I finally got to!

He said he's doing really well and everything's getting a little easier. He can run his mile ( Read more... )

I think it's definately becoming harder when I had previously thought it would be easier. I've gotten a good amount of work done .. keep in mind I am still definately overloaded and feel the need to drop out right about now .. but that's only because I'm trying my hardest to not think about him being gone. Think of how much time we hung out before ( Read more... )

It's getting closer and our time together is becoming shorter.

~ This is where I say I've had enough,
And no one should ever feel the way that I feel now. ~

*And I know what I have to do now.
I have to keep breathing,
because tomorrow the sun will rise.*

~ I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away ~

I ( Read more... )

Okay so scratch having a betta fish in my room and in Sommers and Mindis bathroom beacause they definately both died last night ... What's up with this? So I've had 2 different fish in 3 days and killed both of them .. and Sommer has had 1 fish in 3 days and killed hers as well .. we're 3 for 3 so far .. lets keep going. It's too damn expensive to ( Read more... )