i never know what i want.

p.s. i don't know what im doing tom. but it's wesley's bday so for sure being with him. uhm dance? don't know yet..holler at me.

comment u little hoe.

You're the prince to my ballerina ( Read more... )

school is so boring. 1/2 day today..whipee! yeah then stuco and then kristy came and got us and we went and ate mickey d's and then stopped by bright to see the boys play football. yeah man. so neway's i wish i was going to voodoo..u all going blow.. u hear me. yeah im not about to spend 40$ that i don't have on tickets. eh so i'm cheap who cares. ( Read more... )

wow..it's been so long since i've posted. well anyways .. life is good. alot of up's and down's over the summer but all is well in the end. friday night me and marisa went to chris's house with wesley and it was cool..except the driving part. yeahhh. neways then saturday we went to some jessie girls house with a bunch of people and then taco bell ( Read more... )

im fucking stupid and i hate myself.

ive destroyed myself, and i cant forgive myself. the damage ive done cant be fixed. stupid stupid girl.

ive hurt the person who means the most to me. and nobody can understand what that feels like.

i fucking hate myself and nothing will ever be the same.

hello fellerss ( Read more... )

courtney is the GREATEST PERSON ALIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ( Read more... )

ill deal with this later...

OMG UGGGGGGGH MAH OVERRIDES GOT DELETED..MAAAAAAAN! ERICA, SOM1 HELPPP ME HAHA

i went to gulf shores this wknnd! yippyy! lol yeah but uhm it was a fam trip, for fathers day,  with mah daddy n his gf n my 2 lil bros n his gf's bros n their wives n kids..all under the age of 12. yess yess. so it was kew for a fam trips, but no partyinn. ehh but me n my dad dont always "make ends meet" as you could say, and the moment i got in ( Read more... )