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okay so answer this.
do you think i am crazy because of a guy i think i am madly in love with?
Miss Kileyy: why were you talkign about killing yourself !!??
victom inlove: everyone is asking me that
victom inlove: soooo many people think im changing
victom inlove: they think im going all emoo and what not
Miss Kileyy: because its crazy
victom inlove: people say they miss the old me
victom inlove: the happy me
Miss Kileyy: i do.
victom inlove: and im like jahgsuidg whattt?
victom inlove: i dont undertsand,
Miss Kileyy: i miss the anna that nothing would bother her...
Miss Kileyy: anna now your talking aobut killing yourself.
Miss Kileyy: thats scary.
victom inlove: I THINK II NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED A BOYFRIEND NOW NOW NOWWWWWWWW. and it scares me that im turning like this too
victom inlove: and i think its all beacsue of &@&@&@
victom inlove: :'(
Miss Kileyy: anna dont let a stupid guy do this to you its scareing me.
Miss Kileyy is away at 4:45:40 PM.
victom inlove: no i neeed him
Auto response from Miss Kileyy:
<3
victom inlove: you dont understandddd
victom inlove: NO ONE DOES
Miss Kileyy: anna you sound crazy
victom inlove: kiley no i dont
victom inlove: i want him
victom inlove: but not only that
victom inlove: i need to ahve him
victom inlove: NOW
victom inlove: RIGHT HERE AND NOW
victom inlove: going out with me
victom inlove: being the best guy i could have ever wished for
victom inlove: and that is what he would be
Miss Kileyy: anna please your scareing my your sounding like a crazy person.
Miss Kileyy returned at 4:52:43 PM.
victom inlove: nooo
victom inlove: no i am not
victom inlove: I LOVE HIM KILEY
victom inlove: LIKE I SWEAR
victom inlove: IM NOT CRAZYY
victom inlove: I LOVE HIM
Miss Kileyy: you crazy.
Miss Kileyy: your*
Miss Kileyy: and its scaring me.
victom inlove: no im not crazy
victom inlove: i just love the guy
Miss Kileyy: you scare me... anna stop
victom inlove: im not crazy
victom inlove: i promise
victom inlove: i swearrr even
Miss Kileyy: goodbye
Miss Kileyy: <3
Miss Kileyy is away at 4:58:18 PM.
do i sound like a crazy person? honestly. be as brutal as you wish.
and what about this?
The HoPeLeSs A m: hey!
victom inlove: HEYYYY!!
The HoPeLeSs A m: whats up?
victom inlove: just reading liveejournal posts
victom inlove: uhmmm i have a ?
The HoPeLeSs A m: k
victom inlove: do you think i changed? like in a sad way like do you think i have gottten sadder
The HoPeLeSs A m: i dont think so
The HoPeLeSs A m: why? do you think you've changed?
victom inlove: amanda was just telling me that she and lots of people think i have changed and that i have gotten sadder becasue she says everyone looks at me and they never see me happy anymore or at least as hapy as i used to be
The HoPeLeSs A m: the only thing that ive noticed like that is
The HoPeLeSs A m: your killing yourself over &@&@&@&@.
The HoPeLeSs A m: and have to stop.
The HoPeLeSs A m: you have to*
victom inlove: i know, i know. but i cannot:'(
victom inlove: no matter how hard i try
The HoPeLeSs A m: huuuu
The HoPeLeSs A m: i wish i could help you
victom inlove: mmm.. thats alright. if i cant help myself how should others?
and this??
victom inlove: oh ahha
victom inlove: heyyy so wait
victom inlove: do you think i am any more unhappy than i used to be
victom inlove: like a lot more sad
victom inlove: ?
dude thats radd: well yea, it seems like it on your lj updated and stuff. i dotn knwo if maybe it just seems like it ot me. but you always seem sad on your lj . and you said your going to kill yourself. an your always writing sad things
victom inlove: i know
victom inlove: its just...
victom inlove: weel yea
victom inlove: you know
dude thats radd: lol nto really.. explain it to me. maybe you'll feel better
victom inlove: hem hem.... &@&@&@&@&@&@&@&@&@.... HEM HEM**
dude thats radd: haha
victom inlove: hah
victom inlove: yeaa
victom inlove: idk
victom inlove: i think i love him soooo edearly
so those are my responces.
and im sorry i need to block his name out.
MY GADD IM SORRY I THINK IF AT LEAST 4 PEOPLE ARE ALL SAYING THAT I AM GETTING SAD OVER THIS ONE GUY AND IM KIND OF AGREEING WITH THEM. BTHEN THAT MEANS SOMETHING IS WRONG. LIKE SERIOUSLY.