my private rose garden
hello, i'm elle.
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dear my lovely reader,
my name is elle. i am a eighteen year old girl. i reside in the pacific northwest in america. i am native american, mexican american, with a little german thrown in there too. i assure you that i look nothing like the beautiful quinn fabray/dianna agron in my icon; i am dark haired, pale, with green eyes & freckled. my family consists of mostly women who have history written in the lines of their faces and talk avidly with their hands. my sister is my best friend.
i struggle often with depression and i am currently in recovery after a seven year long (and ongoing) battle with an eating disorder. i will not post about these things because i want my journal to reflect my writing, and positive people and positive thoughts. i do not mind if someone wants to ask a question about, however.
i am an avid runner and extremely athletic. i'm mostly nocturnal. i sleep very little at night and a few hours mid-day between school and work. i write mostly at night. i'm friendly, but very shy and of the socially anxious type. i'm a vegan, and a feminist, and i like ampersands and music. i listen to a lot of music.
i'm going to school this fall in london, england. if you are from/around/near england or anywhere in europe, can i please borrow you? i am a little nervous and am eager to learn/listen about any cultural differences. i'm american, with a raspy american accent (think slightly more eloquent than so-cal) and a bit of a bohemian. i smoke a lot of pot. if this bothers you, that's okay. just know that my mother is legally allowed to grow & i am not a stereotypical stoner. i am also not defined by any of my vices (whether it's weed or my eating disorder or my social aversion)
i read more fanfiction than i do fiction novels. sometimes i am guilty about this. i like both girls and boys. i absolutely adore one-direction, but i stay mostly out of the fandom. i like being a fan in my own right, and this means i really don't know what harry's lucky underwear look like or if zayn smokes which kind of cigarettes. i like their music - it's upbeat, and it makes me giddy - and i like their band-dynamic, they're goofy. i appreciate that.
please do not hesitate to leave me a message, ask for my personal email or a comment below - i really want to adore and know each and every one of you. my stories are looking glasses into my heart.
xo, elle
edit: i am very private person. if any of my work is re-posted, or re-blogged without my knowledge, i will request it to be taken down. if the fourth wall is broken regarding any of my work, this journal will cease to exist. please respect writers and have integrity in yourself!
edit: you are all lovely! sorry i have to be this way. i don't want to be.
edit: if you are here for reading purposes only, please delete me and add me here lovewilts. this from now on will be a personal journal and my work will be posted over at the comm from now on only. thank you everyone for being so understanding c:
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