everyone has a chance to do what they want
and if they dont its not anyone elses fault

some people are looking more and more fake to me
and im kinda becoming confused by it

i think a lot of people are confused right now
maybe its just summer

i dread going back to school

i think i have just enough energy at 9:41 in the morning to go to the gym 
and work out ( Read more... )

it seems to me that everyone is preoccupied in something else, or someone else. and im not at all with anything. but i guess thats cool with me for now.

i met a nice man named ralph yesterday. he spoke of burros or atleast tried to. i saw jack at the drum circle and that was strange, just like every other time i see him.

ive been thinking about ( Read more... )

im less stressed
and i like it
im changing back into someone im familiar with 
and thats good for me
im noticing that im becoming less and less worried about who im with
and by that i mean that some of my friends are maybe the things that suffocate me
and im not going to deal with that, meaning that i wont deal with them
( Read more... )

schools almost out
and i have a job
my family is really good
and so are my friends
if ive learned anything this year it is to listen and learn
and to be supportive of people no matter what choices they make, 
even if you dont agree with them
and most importantly, ive learned to forgive and forget
as much as i claim to hate this year
i think its been one of ( Read more... )

so, i have a best friend and her name is holly.
and i dont think i have ever let holly know just how much she means to me. 
she already knows but she is an amazing friend.
shes always there for me.
recently i have informed her of some information that made her feel bad.
i hate when i make her feel bad. 
i want her to know that when i say things like that ( Read more... )

ISSUES ARE WHAT I HAVE 
BUT I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS

i have a fear of growing up =)

the feelings i have for joe are weird
they arent undecided 
they arent good and they arent bad
its weird, but i dont see him as the same person i dated
i think thats weird
i know its good though
and we talked
for like 5 minutes
and then we fought for like 20
atleast there was communication..
whatever
i dont even need any of that
im feeling a lot better about ( Read more... )

about a month ago i had a really werid dream
and i was in the bss locker room
and i was on the phone with joe
and around me were a few of brianas friends
one in particular emily
it was weird
but in my dream i was crying
and joe was breaking up with me
and i was begging him to stay with me
and then we got disconected and i never talked to him again
the next ( Read more... )

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34.