Well for the past 3 days i have been texturing and painting the upstairs bathroom, im almost done all i have left to do is paint the trim and clean up my little mess :) Then Christian and i are going to do something tonight :) I love him. Well im going to paint and all that crap.

I love you all especially Christian

Well last night i did a double. I wasnt going to but Debbie talked me into it. Shes been kinda cool lately..i think shes getting laid...:\ Scary thought. When i got home i started peeling the wall paper upstairs and all is what i have left to do it texture it and paint :) Today im going to wait until my mom gets home so i can learn how to texture ( Read more... )

Wowzers i havent updated in a long time ( Read more... )

Well i went camping ,and i must say im not the outside type of girl. But i sucked it up j/ to be w/ Christian. It was him, his dad, his step mom, and his 2 brothers. It was fun besides the fact that i got sun burned.. :\ But him and i went to the lake and the sun was going down and he asked me out :) I thought it was so sweet. But right now he is ( Read more... )

Well i havent updated in quite some time ,but does anyone care...i think NOT! But today i was at christians all morning and he made me breakfest..it was very yummy :) Things are perfect w/ us..i feel like nothing can go wrong :) Well i work saturday and sunday. I think i have to close sunday...i hate it :\ Well yesterday i worked and kyle and ( Read more... )

It's only 11 o'clock and im bored off my ass. I have no reason to update this...i didnt do anything last night or earlier this morning..I just want everyone to know that i'm BORED! I was going to have lunch with my daddy*o. But he said that we can go tomorrow..((this morning he had to take my mommy to the airport she going to chicago for 2 weeks, ( Read more... )

Wow my mom was on the phone with one of my brother ex girlfriends grandma and we're really close to the family and my mom just found out that Kim ((matts ex)) her mom has liver cancer..and my mom said that she will only have about maybe a 6 month time period to live. Wow i really loved her ((the mom ((cindy)) she was so sweet to me. I hope they ( Read more... )

I woke up @ 10:08 and i called Christian. He asked me to go to his house but i told him i was going to church. So i go downstairs give my dad his card and give my grandpa a hat my mom got him. They both seemed to like it. Then i got ready for church ,but then right when i was about to pull in the drive way thingy i changed my mind and decided i ( Read more... )

Well i just woke up about an hour ago. Mr. Christian called me and i told him i was sleeping and that i'd call him back. I went back to sleep for about 20 min. but then somebody called for my mommy and my phone was on crack. It rang once and then it made this high pitch noise so then i j/ took the battery out and called Christian back. We talked ( Read more... )

Im hurt, crushed, dead inside. My heart is fully broken. When will all the pieces be taped up again? When can i trust..or will i trust? It hurts so bad inside. I wish it would all go away. I wish i never found out. I wish we never let this happen. I wish i could forget or forgive. I cant right now though it's way to hard. I swear i wont give up ( Read more... )