woo no el update for long time. if my spanish teacher saw that she'd kill me. literally, that woman is one crazy bitch. the other day was "school photo day" and i guess dr. mcguiness decided to give all of us 2nd period sufferers a break from the evil spanish witch by allowing us to take the pictures then. jill and i walked to spanish together, ( Read more... )

bored ( Read more... )

"i've got this feeling, you're not gonna stay ( Read more... )

these irish people are just too cute for me ( Read more... )

finally, one week is over with here. one week down in what sheldon and i are calling "hell literally frozen over" AHAHA ARENT WE JUST THE FUNNIEST. i like it here but today i got a little homesick. the people here are nice and ive got a group of people to hang out with, but i miss my friends. i miss having inside jokes. i miss..well this is a ( Read more... )

i woke up on thursday at 5 in the morning and cried hysterically about until 7. i was so scared and i felt so sick. i really felt like i was dying. i didnt want to leave at all. brent called me like he promised he would, which i appreciated, because if he hadnt then i really would have been heartbroken. then i got up and packed a few more things ( Read more... )

this will be my last entry from fremont...the bay area...california...america...oh jeez i feel like im dying or something instead of just moving away...i dont know how im going to do this...i get so homesick, and this is my home...i like it here. i like my dog! and, i like my room. i like having my own bathroom. i like my desk, even if i never did ( Read more... )

thursday...
tomorrow's monday...
too fast, too little time, too scared.
i cant do this, im too scared
poor lady. we're giving her away this week.
she's such a good dog! she loves everyone and she's so trusting!
this isnt how i wanted to leave
i wanted everything to be perfect
and it all sucks. this isnt right! i dont want to live there!
im so

the past 2 days have been fun ( Read more... )

i talked to my friend amanda a couple days ago. it was really fun, especially considering we havent talked in 2 years. next week we're going to hang out. and bethany and i are going to hang out too, because she has her license now :] yay. melissa and kaycee are both at song camp right now, kinda sucks but they'll be home soon enough. and tomorrow, ( Read more... )