Now, you listen here. Depression sucks, and it can certainly take over your life. I really think that's what's happening right now. Step back and take a look at your situation. Drinking is no sin, but it does play havoc on your brain chemistry, especially when you have issues with depression. I have battled depression since I was a wee little child. I have also been drinking since I was a wee little child. I am not just talking about of my ass here. What you're feeling about yourself is magnified X a billion because you've got alcohol in your system
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Eurgh, sorry, stupid post. I had an argument with my ex and he made me feel awful, which is always a trigger for drinking and self-harm. I don't understand how he has such a talent for making me feel like this; it is quite unnerving...
The point I was making in this post (yup it was a little incoherent) was that now the meds I am on have taken away my actual clinical depression, I am left feeling more aware of other things. Not being 'unwell' as such, has just sharpened my ability to feel absolute utter self-loathing.
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I had an argument with my ex and he made me feel awful, which is always a trigger for drinking and self-harm. I don't understand how he has such a talent for making me feel like this; it is quite unnerving...
The point I was making in this post (yup it was a little incoherent) was that now the meds I am on have taken away my actual clinical depression, I am left feeling more aware of other things. Not being 'unwell' as such, has just sharpened my ability to feel absolute utter self-loathing.
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