I don't know what the hell is going on with me, and it's really bothering me. Basically as ridiculous as this sounds, i hate everything. I miss Matt way to much, but I don't know how to deal with it. I feel like I have lost my best friend and there is nothing i can do about it. Plus on top of all of that, I feel like I am bothering him when I talk ( Read more... )

oh and Derek, thank you for scrubs.

that makes 3 people, and a pup.

What the hell is going on with me? Am i allowed to be upset with the fact that the only two people, and technically really only one person and a dog, who besides my parents took the time to make me feel better? my sister, who doesn't even live close to me sent me a letter making me feel better, and my dog who slept with me all night. nobody else ( Read more... )

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Happy New Year.

I miss heather's post.

I'm not really supposed ot be on here right now, since I'm in school at the moment, but I haven't anyone to talk to since it seems like no one is here ( Read more... )

School just got a teeny tiny bit better. Thanks to some people I know can get on everything from school. EVERYTHING. that makes me so happy. I miss my car, and my xbox, and freedom, but I supppose that's what I get for my temper. I'll try to control it better next time, also I should probably try to control my impulses, but hey...one thing at a ( Read more... )

Things are looking up

I don't want to sound ungratgful, I mean...I love comming to the cabin and spending time with people here. But two weeks is just to long. I want to come home but i don't want to sound rude which i know if i say anything i will. It has been raining every night thretening to flood and the lighting is like a strobe light on all night long. Sleep doesn ( Read more... )