karma is a bitch.

and honey, you're getting exactly what you deserve.

I am not the root of your problems, you are.

Since I have moved here, it has been one shitty guy after another. I have to sit there and prove to them that I am worth their time. Obviously, something is wrong. I shouldn't have to sit there and try to convince them. I'm so nice, I'm too nice. Looking back and mine and BJ's relationship, I put up with somethings that I swore I never would. He ( Read more... )

it's funny. they people who ment the world to me a year ago don't even exisit anymore. I feel like I am growing up everyday, i dig it. I look back to the people I use to look up to and envy and ask myself, "Why". I am not trying to sound like some snobby bitch, and I know that is how I am coming off. But as I have previously stated, no one really ( Read more... )

I can confidently say that I am better than 95% of the people I know ( Read more... )

it's a repeditive cycle.

except this one lasted five whole months.

you were my world. and i still love you so much.

i can't believe it's over, i think i am going to be sick.

i was so stupid for ever thinking i ment anything.

I feel empty agian.

But I didn't feel complete down there either?

What's happening to me?

I get to see my baby, my boo, my love muffin, my sweetheart, my one and only.

William Lee Darnell, I have missed you ENTIRELY to much.

i miss you, so so so much.

Sometimes, you do things that makes me fall in love with you all over again. At other times, you make me crazy mad. So mad that I just want to delete you from my life and forget about you completely ( Read more... )

I am being pulled in every direction. I am about to go crazy ( Read more... )