I honestly never thought it was possible to feel like I do ( Read more... )

so my birthday was wonderful. I got so much chinese food with my parents and they got me hello kitty seat covers, a bathing suit, a shirt, flip flops, and a ton of gift cards and ice cream cake! Shannon got me a boat of goodies (which was very well wrapped), caity made me coookies, anna got me a cute shirt, taylor got me a giftcard, gina got me a ( Read more... )

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah something is seriously wrong with me.

my birthday is on friday. maybe someone will give me a new life.

I feel like complete and total shit. I have been so sick for the past 2 days. I have never felt like this in my entire life. My heart has been beating so fast, I have the most horrible cough, I throw up everything I eat or drink, and my entire body hurts ( Read more... )

So I was just looking through old pictures so I could gather pictures of my makeup and I looked through every folder and got really depressed ( Read more... )

So my plans for living in Boston kind of fell apart. Heather can't move in with me because of her money situation. I was so excited and it was supposed to work out :[ Taylor can't move in with me because she won't have enough money for the rent so I am probably going to end up living alone. I guess its okay cause I can just spend a lot of time at ( Read more... )

I think that there is some kind of chemical reaction that goes off inside of me when I am home. I could be having the best day ever and then as soon as I sit in my room I get absolutely miserable and I want to die. And then I leave and I am the happiest girl in the world. Its not my mom cause I love her, its not my dad cause hes never home, and its ( Read more... )

Its funny to think of how holiday's change year to year and how differently you spend them ( Read more... )

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If someone could please shoot me in the face it would be much appreciated.