member when we used to go the levee and just see a movie and walk around? or when me you and jas would just come over and make rice and watch a disney movie and then lay on your floor till 3 am just talking about music and life? how bout when we went to the art museum and got dirty looks from the older and more "distinguished" art crowd?
ahem-this means i miss you. and youre gone and you have other friends and another life not that i'm blaming you, i moved away and i am trying to have friends here too. none of them are like you or jas. we're just not very good at fixing this.
Hey maybe im wrong (except im not) but mayyybe you guys spend too much time looking for what is wrong in life (hence dec 4 entry) and not enough time lookin at life in the RIGHT way, lay back, roll with it, shit happens and everyones life seems shitty too. you arent the first people to feel lonely, or break a nail. Whenever this "depression" is overwhelming you, you should sit back and say to yourself "why am i upset?" cuz u shouldnt be, for gods sake you are 15 and 16 years old do you have polio? cancer? are you starving in a third world country? do you have aids? do you work in a sweatshop in venesuela? no, nothing, you all have perfectly good lives. better than most. This emo outlook sucks it wastes the best years of peoples lives so that they can whine about how their white middle-class families dont love them, and their pot is too expensive, those arent things you should whine about all your families care about u theyre parents tho, therefore you have to not like them. As for "loveandoranges" you have a boyfriend who cares
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maybe i don't have polio or cancer but thats not my problem. i'm allowed to be upset with the things wrong in my life. and as for being emo,youre looking at it entirely the wrong way, i'm not emo because i don't define myself by the music i listen to.its how i feel sometimes.and i'm not depressed all the time,i'm actually happy most of the time.and yes,a half and hour drive can tear apart a friendship when one person doesn't give a fuck about the other,or is too busy to notice that they're not there. please stop analyzing something you know nothing about. i mean i appreciate what you have to say kevin,but i'm having a hard enough time trying to figure things out without you critiscizing the way i feel about certain things.
Kevin is wiser than he looks. Or acts. But thats besides the point. I watched my dad kick the bucket, buy the farm, etc., and im doing pretty fucking dandy, moreso than you fucks.
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or when me you and jas would just come over and make rice and watch a disney movie and then lay on your floor till 3 am just talking about music and life?
how bout when we went to the art museum and got dirty looks from the older and more "distinguished" art crowd?
ahem-this means i miss you.
and youre gone
and you have other friends
and another life
not that i'm blaming you, i moved away
and i am trying to have friends here too.
none of them are like you or jas.
we're just not very good at fixing this.
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i'm allowed to be upset with the things wrong in my life.
and as for being emo,youre looking at it entirely the wrong way, i'm not emo because i don't define myself by the music i listen to.its how i feel sometimes.and i'm not depressed all the time,i'm actually happy most of the time.and yes,a half and hour drive can tear apart a friendship when one person doesn't give a fuck about the other,or is too busy to notice that they're not there.
please stop analyzing something you know nothing about.
i mean i appreciate what you have to say kevin,but i'm having a hard enough time trying to figure things out without you critiscizing the way i feel about certain things.
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