oh my god, do I feel spring coming on, so wonderful, sunny, flowery, warmer, but also time of the raging hormones! I've been so unenthused and turned off by the idea of even hooking up with people, let alone having a relationship, then spring had to come and mess things up. I've definately been having torn feelings, I know I have no energy to ( Read more... )

tonight,I bound my boobs for the first time in my life, and oh what a good time :) hehe, I went to a drag king show at Holocene and tried to dance like a dude, very fun indeed. I borrowed clothes from my roomates Micheal and Ryan and sported the gelled hair and the eyeliner stash, I wish I got a picture of it. That place was scandal city: hot ( Read more... )

oy..i'm here at school trying to pass time in between meetings. today has been one big long boring blank blah! I got all my baking early and quit an hour earlier than I planned, waited around for the cafe's art committee meeting which didn't really need me there, and now am waiting for a staff meeting, I just want to go home!

yeesh, I feel like crap. Headache, gunky cough, sleepy, unmotivated and overall unenthused about things in general. I can't figure out why I've been sick 3 times since summer. I'm worried, but then I think about my friends and how at least a handful of them are in the same place. dammitt, if I get 8 hours of sleep I want to feel refreshed! I'm ( Read more... )

I'm so confused about seeing other people right now. I definately know that I don't want to be in a relationship. I have so much tied up frustration, anger, sadness and a lack of energy. But i do want to be sexually intimate with my friends, only if we will remain friends...something I'm worried about today. I want to feel that I can hang out with ( Read more... )

wow, I never thought I'd ever enjoy a college class so much. Every day my mind gets tossed around and my beliefs are challenged. I'm 22 and a activist of 5 years and used to think my beleifs couldn't be challenged any further, hah! (mega white priveledge). The best part is my internalized homophobia and transphobia are being combatted even more ( Read more... )

so, fuck you W Bush ( Read more... )

I love cabin fever! what better time to have sporatic dance parties around the oven with your roomates, watch movie after movie, eat whatever is in the cubbards, and annoy your cats by demanding their attention every 10 minutes!

no school! wahoo ( Read more... )

oy, we have no heat for 2 days! Our furnace got clogged and started circulating oil in the heat vents! Now we have to wait till Monday to have it cleaned and fixed. I can see my breath in my room! (I'm such a spoiled american ( Read more... )