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I am speechless.
I don't even know what to say.
They only thing I can do is cry.
I haven't for over an hour.
It's sick and so are e-mails telling you NOT to come to NYC.
SO you dissapprove of my tattoos and nose piercing? Are you kidding me? You just don't want me to come because you aren't allowed to have sex two weeks before and after your surgery. Wow, I can control myself, can't you? So because you have no self-control you are not letting me come down? After everything I just did, work my ass of for money, let my friends in on my secret. They are supportive for you. So, you pretty much want me to tell them..."Screw You, Dean doesn't have any self-control and won't let me go to NYC." Tell me if that works for you. I can't believe you did that. Fine, I don't want to have sex with you either! I regret everything I ever did for you because I didn't think you would ever do this to me.
Argh. I hate crying in public. I don't even have my own room and bed to cry in.
I need to leave here and just get away. I thought NYC would be my getaway. Obviously NOT!
Relax. that's all I have to do.
I don't even know what to say.
They only thing I can do is cry.
I haven't for over an hour.
It's sick and so are e-mails telling you NOT to come to NYC.
SO you dissapprove of my tattoos and nose piercing? Are you kidding me? You just don't want me to come because you aren't allowed to have sex two weeks before and after your surgery. Wow, I can control myself, can't you? So because you have no self-control you are not letting me come down? After everything I just did, work my ass of for money, let my friends in on my secret. They are supportive for you. So, you pretty much want me to tell them..."Screw You, Dean doesn't have any self-control and won't let me go to NYC." Tell me if that works for you. I can't believe you did that. Fine, I don't want to have sex with you either! I regret everything I ever did for you because I didn't think you would ever do this to me.
Argh. I hate crying in public. I don't even have my own room and bed to cry in.
I need to leave here and just get away. I thought NYC would be my getaway. Obviously NOT!
Relax. that's all I have to do.