today ( Read more... )

i dont know why ( Read more... )

tonight was okay ( Read more... )

something is terribly wrong.
and im not 100% sure what it is.
people are mad
and upset
and hurt
and confused.
im finding stuff out
that makes me happy
but hurts others
and confuses everyone.

im so sorry.
i fucked up.
i messed up,
again.
i cant forgive myself
so i except none of you to.

i got this email ( Read more... )

eh.
tonight.
no.
i would like to thank kim.
for listening to me ball my eyes out.
and crying.
about my dad.

1111,
tom

well today was pretty awful. work sucked. so busy and tireing. i was thinking ( Read more... )

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today has been good so far ( Read more... )

i feel so bad. i didnt have exciting days like everyone. i didnt get high, or im not a whore, or im not being used for sex. so idk what to write about!!! im just up, waiting for NFG to come on Jimmy Kimmel. i love the new cd. what i enjoy most about the cd, is the slow, mellow songs. but yea, that cd is perfectionme and amanda are cool now. we ( Read more... )