i am so sad that i missed nine inch nails and gwen stefani. what now for my life?

nights are good when they have hair cuts and nice music and dance routines and chips and linen scented burning oil and stu singing loud bursts of "BLUE EYES" and then after he burps soooo loud. love.

so one thing i like is hosting karaoke at the LINCOLN MOTOR INN mostly because that's what i'm doing tonite. it's going to be me and seven old smelly men singing willie nelson ALL nite long. booalright.

i will never being going back to the home my daddy and my mom and i lived in for so long. i helped my mom pack up this weekend and it really made me realize how very gone dad is. i want to go back three years and hug him more. that house doesn't feel like home without dad so it's not that hard to leave it. it's hard to leave all the things he made ( Read more... )

perhaps i am in love. perhaps. and i think it is a very nice time.

it's funny how you appreciate things in your life the most when you've hit rock bottom. i'm so very thankful for so much right now. i'm so thankful for my friends and my love and my mommy and my sisters and their husbands and my little tiffy. and i'm thankful that i have good style and my favorite colour is the best colour. and i'm so glad that i'm ( Read more... )

i just spent my first thanksgiving without my daddy. i didn't want to ever do this. i'm so out of sorts that i'm updating my livejournal. something i thought i would never do again. this is ridiculous. so has anyone out there lost a daddy that can tell me how i can figure out what i'm thinking and how i'm feeling because i'm pretty much just crying ( Read more... )

havin a good day. probably went bowling at lunch time with my friend and her little sister. it's not ok to go glow bowling at 12:30. in fact it's a gross idea.

i have a canker sore in my mouth the size of missy elliot's lips.

come and get crunk with me.

so since i haven't written in here for...oh... about seven months ( Read more... )

today was full of easter treats. such as ( Read more... )