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[loveayanami]

For years I use to sence a warm presence around me, like another soul that was just close to me but was never able to see or touch. Ever since i meet someone that resembled that warmth, it began to fade little by little. To tell the truth I miss it, atleast I always had something to look forward to everyday. Now its like.............. don't know

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[princesskaguya]

that sounds so awful. Why would you let anyone have that kind of hold on you? Youre letting them ruin your life! You should remember why you loved the things you used to, not just because she liked them too or because she was close to you, you have to remember why YOU like those things and held passion for them. Thats why you did what you did, sometimes you feel like they are draining you, but its only because you are depressed. You have to remember you are still the same person with the same passions and that you have to live your life like you did before because if you dont yo become like me. Im a cold hearted bitter angry girl. I hate that, but I dont know how to change that.

[loveayanami]

Hard to explain in to words, the only reason is because I want to know one answer that is bugging me to ask her. Once i have it that would be when i could let that sort of hold go. This is because of a vison i saw along time ago when i was twelve, it was a dream that seemed forever burnt in my memory. After that night i began to search and look for someone that i saw with in that dream. It took me 7 years and some odd months to see this person and i never asked the question i wanted to ask when i had the time and chance to ask it.